Alpha's Pup(DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 73: My Story.

Lauren's POV:

I stood in the shower as the water was on hot, like really hot so I didn't dare move. I was too lost in my thoughts to know what I was doing. That was until I heard yelling from outside, Lucia was arguing with Ally again.

"Ally baby, please! I can't help it...I'm loyal to Lauren not Y/N as I am Beta...baby...I want to see the kids but I'm not anywhere near them...yes Lucifer is safe, he keeps being aware of his surroundings and doesn't like being involved in the fights...fine...fine. Ally I'm gonna go okay? I love you and I'll see you soon." I heard making me frown.

I walked out the shower making the steam leave, grabbing a towel on my way into the bedroom. We keep moving around a lot as we are gathering pack members, in my pack I now had nearly 300 in it, a lot more than Y/N's. No pack is allowed to exceed 1000 as that belongs to the royal pack, that has to be the largest pack in the world. My pack is still the biggest pack without the royal type, this means I can be stronger than other people. Lucia was struggling to keep up, we had daily arguments which often led to me being more angry each day. I did start to get angry more meaning I would lash out, this means Lucia has been hiding Lucifer away from me. I've been away from Y/N too long, so I'm now just waiting for my craziness to drive everyone away. Me and Y/N are both gonna go crazy, which is never the best thing.

"Lauren." Lucia's voice spoke as I put a shirt on.

"What?" I asked.

"What are we doing today?" She asked looking down.

"You're going home." 

"What?"

"You and Lucifer. Go home and see your family."

"Are you sure? I can stay here."

"Go Lucia. Before I change my mind."

"Thank you. Thank you." She rushed out and yelled for Lucifer.

I sighed and rubbed my face, I knew I needed to go home and see Y/N but I was still angry. She didn't understand that I wasn't born into a perfect world. I trained under her father as a protector to her, I grew then in my pack and beat my brother in gaining my pack's trust and becoming alpha. I wasn't supposed to, I have that title up for Y/N's family, but once I came back and my parents did give me the title no one in the pack liked me. They were so use to Chris trying to lead but now I was thrown into the deep end, literally. I grew to be a harsh leader, alerting people to my authority as I needed to make sure people feared me but had my respect. I respected them and they never argued back, I built my empire and now she comes along being handed everyone on a golden plate, literally. She was handed a title, was given a goddess as a child, and has won everyone over.