16/5/2019
1:51 am.
Dear Diary,
It's been exactly 5 hours since I've left home. Its cold and foggy tonight, cold enough to send chills down my back. the train's been moving for an hour but I cant sleep. I keep tossing and turning. I cant help but feel guilty about leaving Melissa alone I know I shouldn't have left her I know but if I even tried to take her with me I know she would have somehow talked me out of it.
would mom and dad have found the note yet? would they have been mad at me for stealing 30000$ worth of money from their savings account and not even tell the what for?
On the note, I said that I'd be gone only a few days but I'm not sure of how long I actually will be. I know mom and dad wont stop fighting once I get hope, they might even fight over how its the other's responsibility to keep an eye on me.
They both would have probably started freaking out and searching around the block by now only because they cant file a missing report yet. And I cant even begin to imagine what Melissa would be going through.
I know how I made my decision weeks ago and planned it all out but maybe just maybe I was regretting it, or maybe it was the first actual run away jitters.
I know that what I was doing was completely, totally wrong but a part of me knew that this was much better than being surrounded in that horrible, horrible atmosphere.
It'll take about 2 more hours for the train to reach Chicago, I should probably get some rest.
