If you don't know what is being high like well find and ask mr goodwill and he will take you to a bar and will tell you over shots.
I found him out of a bar and we become friends without reason how it should be right I can't remember how, though we started talking andLet me tell you don't think alcohol will do you a thing it's mr goodwill story that will make you loose..
It's was 1 am in morning and we were in bar with mr goodwill sitting beside me and smoking hooka and teaching me how to do it in proper way
My reflexes were already down because of alcohol and I was sure numbness was about to hit me so I was just acting to just stay on and crash in car and just sleep there I was actually desperate to get to car but mr goodwill wanted me to do hooka one time in perfect way ..I knew I could had done it but mr goodwill had added some let's say preservatives yo it which made its effect more mind boggling and failing for 6 th time I cried to mr goodwill " how can you be so awake after being so intoxicated"
Mr goodwill looked into my eyes took deep breath inhaled as much smoke as possible and with curiosity asked "can you teach me how to love chapp?
I said flat NO I said "I can't I am busy to love someone soo much I have work mr goodwill serious work you know naa iam working for goverment on ventures that can shake the world " I looked back to him with chance of finding affirmation that it was a good reason not to love someone soo much
But he was cold as stone in dessert night he again inhaled the smoke but no smoke came out he grrined viciously" you don't have guts to love someone like this you are coward you can't be someone's ; I stopped him in middle and said " well I don't want to be I want to be me not someone's one iam one " I was proud of my reply but mr goodwill again inhaled smoke and without expiring it asked
"When have you got something so good without giving so good"?
I said "no mr good will I don't think so your question is but philosophical I can't..He stopped me in middle
"Means you agree you have to give in something more if you want more right you agree?"
Even before I could have answered it mr goodwill read my answer from my face and bombarded other question
Will you like listening a story …
I said "yess"
12 years from exact 6hrs from today my most strong fear turned out true I lost my wife in car accident when I slipped out of my up turned car I saw her still body and boy belive me I forgot my pain I forgot my patella was visible from my pants and my shin bone was shining with blood I crawled to her but I was late she was fast she leaved me before I could ask her about so many things
I lost my consciousness there it self and was on ground but when I woke up I was again in car with her being alive as she was I thought for a sec was it a dream or it is time travel so I focused my self completely I said to myself In any case it's not happening again within a min the same truck passed in speed but I took a hard left turn got off road and now we were safe .
I looked again towards her she was silent while I was sweating her eyes were closed I asked her to open her eyes she shaked her head for "No"
She said you know what has happened and its true the moment I will open my eye you will be back to reality I am gone .
I could see tears running out of her closed eyes ; she turned her head towards me I could see head scar with fresh blood her eyes were still close I knew I am in a. Nightmare but I didn't stopped I kept my leg at peddle of gas and just smiled towards her I don't know how but it was real one the natural the one I use to give her everytime she kissed me on my forehead and she smiled back.
Back in bar I was holding hooka pipe can't remember when I took from him he was looking towards me patiently like he knew I was about to come back
Continue mr goodwill iam listening
Only if you smoke in and I did hit me hard
He again started
I asked why are we here
She said 'to talk as it wasn't a good goodbye '
I said "goodbyes are never really good with good people "
She had turned her head towards front and asked me what I wanted to ask her
I said can you take me with you can we be together there the other side
She didn't replied
So asked other question what made you love me so much
She said in closed eyes head turned towards me
' your fear of lossing me dear it was always there even when I used to be in your arms you never actually believed I am yours '
Don't you want to ask me anything
She said ohh yess what will you do now when iam gone
I said" I don't know haven't planned yet "I laughed so did she
I then looked towards her ' I will teach people to love like you loved me
She smiled between her tears she said she loved me and will always do and opened her eyes
I was back again last hit was strong I was still holding the pipe I took another round of somke in but this time it didn't hit me I asked mr goodwill why it didn't hit he said it was about to hit I asked
What next what happened then
He took pipe from me took a deep breath inhaled smoke and said looking down
"Fall in love and love till you start feeling fear of love and just don't give in to fear what will happen is pure magic then"
He was still looking down as he was anticipating another question
So I asked what about the other thing you said
"Give something so good to get something so good"
He turned his head up in slow motion unfortunately I couldn't see his face as he was exhaling thick smoke out but before I was about to loose he said "ohh it was philosophical"
When I woke up it was 7:30 am in morning and on asking well there was no mr goodwill he was gone don't know were though.
