AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD DAMM IT I DON'T WANT THIS I DON'T WANT THIS AT ALL!!!!! I DONT WANT THIS SHIT!!!!!!! FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE RIGHT NOW GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOO PISSED RIGHT NOW SO I AM GOING ON A RAGE SPAM!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!??!?!?!??! WHY IS VIOLIN SO GOT DAMN HARD?!?!?!?! I HAVE TO DO A PEICE OF MUSIC AND I HATE IT!!!!!!!! Of course it is now a new song, just the lasy section of it....
THAT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE!!!!! I CAN'T DO IT!!!! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY THAT IN MUSIC, BUT I AM SAYING IT!!!!! I CAN'T DO IT!!! I JUST WANT TO TARE UP MY ROOM RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
Ok....... by writing (typing) this, I am feeling a bit better.... I'm not AS angry anymore.
Thx for listening.
(Still a bit upset tho, not gonna lie, but better.)
