A Person Of A thousand Thoughts

done

hi I know I haven't posted a lot here recently, and I'm sorry for that. 

but I'm back and I just need to get somethings off of my chest. I can't go and talk to someone about what I feel because I can't really trust a lot of the friend I have because they like to go to the person im fight with and but in when they really don't need to and it's frustrating, to say the least. I just can't with people anymore (almost) everyone I talk to asks me what I did when I didn't do anything and the other person actually started the fight. 

I just don't know what to do anymore. but maybe it's better to lose some friends so I can get better ones, it just hurts though I really loved this one friend. but he really hurt me the last couple of months. I just wish it hadn't come to what it has. 

and if you know me in real life please don't go asking who it is. I think you can easily guess who it is without me having to say anything. but if you know who it is please don't go to them asking what happened, you'll only make things worse and I really don't need that right now. 

I just want to say I come here to say what I can't really say to anyone else I know, even if some of the people I know read this, I don't want to start drama with this. but its summer, why can't we all just get along with one another. I really wish my summer didn't start this way. but we can't all have what we wish for, now can we? 

I'm going to start working more on temptations of the mist. I know I haven't posted in a while and I'm sorry for that and thank you all for your patience 

goodbye for now~