What does it feel like? When sometimes, you don't know how but one way or the other you end up hurting the most important people around you. You don't know what to do to make things better. To make those people feel less hurt. Less lonely.
People curse you. Accuse you of being the worst. And with the passage of time you start realising that what they say is so true. So right.
So then you wait. You wait for the day you're gonna repay. You wait for the day someone's gonna come into your life and then ruin it. Ruin you. Hurt you like you did in the past the only difference being that this time you're on the other side. On the receiving side.
And in order to protect yourself you don't trust anyone in your life. You're not ready to give the dagger of trust to the new people in your life just so they can stab you in the back with it.
You build these walls around yourself. These barriers that are not only gonna protect you but protect the people around you. Protect them from getting hurt just like how the others got hurt. And protecting yourself from the inevitable.
Getting hurt yourself.
-zainab
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