"Us" again?

Him...

Well, as you know I chickened out when I saw him and of course as usual I regret doing that, np but something is pushing me to do that.. I think mostly everyone should know how it feels right? Walking past your crush and trying to act as normal as possible but totally freak out after? If yes that's how I'm feeling right

"ANNY! ANNY!" I yelled at my best friend. We been best friends for nearly a year and a half to be precise and she was there for me through thick and thin. Helping me get through problems I can't go through by myself, encourage me to stay focus and strong, and think outside the box. She have been the greatest best friend I can ask for and I really appreciate that.. A lot...frfr

" what happened?" Anny said looking at me and giving me the question type of look she always gives me. "AHH! ISAWHIMANDHETALKEDTOME!!!" I said can't help myself but scream. " wait what!?! Wtf are you trying to say?" " ok... What I'm trying to say is that I saw him and he talked to me!"

"Who's he?" Anny said lost for a minute. "You got to be kidding me right?" "Oh..oh.. Him.. Gotchu DT!" " yay. Finally you have become smart enough to know." I said sarcastic. "Shut up" is all she can say..

During art lesson I tried to stay focus as possible, but that's just impossible for me to do right now. All I can think was Denrick, Denrick, Denrick...

"Lillian.. You okay?" One of my friend Alex asked. We call her Alex, short for Alexandra. "Oh..uhh.. Nothing really." Me and Alex aren't really close friends, we just tend to talk to each other since she's next to me. "Ya lying.. C'mon tell me." " really, I'm fine...it's just so boring in this classroom." I said organizing my drawing folder which was already organized. " ha, you can say that again" Alex said chuckling.