The Unknown guilt

The begining

New year, new me. Since my parents died I have a new perspective of life. Over the summer I've barley been out and Jeremy has been smoking pot the whole time, I feel like I have no one to talk to...almost as if Jeremy's forgotten about all of us, Jenna has been trying her best but being a parent must be so tough especially when we're going through this hard time. She's going through it too though I think sometimes when we loose someone we forget we aren't the only ones.

Elenas diary
Today will be the day I leave the house. People will ask me how I am and I will say "I'm fine, thank you" it will be hard but i know I will get through the day, it will be a new start for me and I know at the end of the day my friends will be there even if I feel like they won't be. This whole year has been difficult but I can finally start getting back to cheerleader with Bonnie and Caroline although Caroline being Caroline will probably judge me because I've been lacking... ok Bonnies here now I'll see you later

After the accident I haven't been in cars much because they make me so anxious for obvious reasons, on the way to school Bonnie was complaining about how grams says she's a witch, "So Grams tells me how I'm psychic
because we're descendants of the Celtic Druids; I know, right? I wasn't buying it either until I remembered my uncanny accuracy. I predicted Obama, I predicted David Cook, Heath Ledger, Britney's comeback and I still think Florida will break off and become little resort islands. I think there's something to it" as usual I started to become unfazed and unfocussed been a bird hit the car and almost crashed...AGAIN! This my friend is why cars give me anxiety.

We finally arrived at school and we see a boy and the office, "that's a hot back, I'm sensing Seattle... and he plays the guitar" Bonnie is literally taking this psychic to a whole other level. We turn and Caroline is storming towards us and she grabs me and squeezes me tightly, she talks to Bonnie as if I wasn't there when I look up the corridor I see Jeremy go to the bathroom as assumed he was stoned. I followed him to the bathroom and he thinks he so cool but in reality all he's doing is ruining his life and one day he's going to look back and be so annoyed at himself but I can't count how many times people have told him about this but he just won't listen. I charged out of the bathroom and bumped into the 'hot back guy' and he was so confused why I was in the men's bathroom.