Emotions?

The Beginning

Riley was simply a average girl at one point,she was naive,loving and compationate. Somewhere along those lines everything got messed up when she met him.

His name was Zack,he made her seem small useless and weak. He wasn't the only one she had to deal with though,there was her parents too. It seems like they all went against her at the same time. Zack who was supposed to be her loving boyfriend drugged her and took advantage of her vulnerable state.

When she got home her parents yelled at her,her father was a drunk and would throw empty bottles of bourbon at her and her mom simply made fun of every possible flaw.

Riley found a razor about a month ago in her fathers tool box and cut every inch of her arms and thighs. The once innocent girl who was big hearted and full of life was now nothing but a broken down teenager in a shell.

She wasn't who she wanted to be and she wanted everything and every body to go away. She took it upon her self to fix it. So she grabbed a worn down rope and a step stool she tied it around her neck and jumped,yet to only fail. The rope snapped and her hole body collapsed to the floor. She tried to cry but tears meant nothing anymore she grown used to the pain. She couldn't even make it go away.

"I can't go on"she says to her self. She took the razor and cut completely vertical up her wrist.

She thought about if this is what she really wanted so while her arm was dripping blood she decided to pack up what she had into a duffle bag and slung it over her shoulder  sneak out her window and ride her bike to Rixon Mental Hospital a few blocks away.

"I'd like to check myself in please." Riley said to the lady at the front desk. "Name and issue?"

"Riley Holts and suicidal and depressed." she looks at her arm seeing the puddle of blood forming on the white tile floor. A ringing pierces through her ears louder and louder each and every second. Everything grew white and she was out.