Too much to handle

Coming to terms.

Shawn's POV:
I woke up at 11:30 am today, and decided to have a shower, only issue was I had my mate stay over and I had morning wood and didn't want him to see it.
See I've been questioning my sexuality  for years now but still go by straight when really i think I've been gay the whole time.  I don't want anyone to know as I am afraid of losing everyone. So I decided to sneakily go for a shower by tip toeing across the room to the bathroom. When I got in the shower I started singing, which must've woken my friend up because he walked in and went straight to the toilet which is right next to the shower, this was bad as my semi boner was now a full erection in perfect viewing of my friend.

Shawn:
Hey jake do you mind I'm trying to have a shower here...

Jake:
Sorry I didn't think you'd mind considering I've seen you naked before.

Shawn:
Yeah you may have seen me naked but I haven't seen you naked before and it's weird.

Jake:
Why is it weird Shawn's?.

Shawn:
It just is OK! Now do you mind I'm trying to shower in peace here.

Jake:
Good luck trying to shower in peace with your boner mate, I mean I could help you out if you were gay like me buuuut your not so good luck sorting that out haha...

Shawn's thoughts
Why does he do this to me, why is it that I get aroused around him so easily, I mean I know I'm not gay I'm sure of it, but maybe I am idk anymore I'm starting to question everything I thought before. Maybe I should try it and prove to myself that I'm not gay by experimenting with it, then I'll know for sure if I am or am not gay.