I sat up from bed and saw my dog sleeping at the foot of my bed. His body slowly moved up then down, repeatedly. I lightly smiled, but it was soon wiped away when I saw it was the 13th of November.
It was the day.
I looked around and saw my room was cleaned and perfect. Exactly how I wanted it to be. I glanced over at my side table and saw a framed picture of Luke Brooks. Luke, was my everything. He helped me through it all, but he left. He left me for this blonde bimbo, who's name I never want to say out loud. I wanted to smash the picture of Luke and stare at it, shredded on the ground. I wanted him to feel the pain I felt.
I opened the drawer to my bed side table and saw a journal I had written in, since 6th grade. Everyday I wrote something about my day and everything. I wrote who I liked, drama, my teachers, and everything that came to my mind. It was like my "burn book," Luke liked to put it that way.
Luke knew everything about me. He knew my quirks, flaws, and everything everyone else didn't know about. He was dangerous to loose. He knew too much about me, and if he told anyone, it would spread like wildfire. I can already sense that he has told that bimbo before. He probably told her too much. Knowing that blonde, she would tell everyone. Everyone.
I looked at my phone - no new messages. No texts from Luke, "friends", or family. No one has asked me how college has been or anything like that. No one cared. I rubbed my eyes some more and saw today was the day off, everyone was on vacation having fun with their family. Fun.
They were having fun while I was planning on ending my life today.
I flipped open the book to the first page. The first day of 6th grade.
September 2nd - First Day of 6th Grade it read.
I moved my finger along the page as I read each word carefully.
6th grade hmm? I don't think it will be much different from 5th grade. 5th was fun, but hectic. I missed loads of assignments and I don't want to do that this year. I had orientation yesterday and met a couple of people. I met Strummer, but her real name is Savannah. I liked Strummer better, cause I wasn't too fond with the name Savannah. I also met Lilly. She's sweet too.
I laughed while reading that paragraph. I lost touch with Lilly, but not with Strummer.
I also met a boy - Luke! And Jai.. THEY'RE TWINS! I have a special thing for twins ;)
I shuddered.
I like Luke the best. We talked for a while and it turns out we live on the same street. He's super sweet, and cute - I must say. I don't know, I really like them both. But, knowing my luck, Luke will forget about me and move for the popular people like Bethany.
I winced. I shut my eyes so I didn't even have to read her name. Bethany.
The blonde bimbo that stole Luke.
She didn't even steal him from me. Not just that. She did much worse.
