WHEN I WAS 16 I REMEMBER CLOSING MY EYES AND DRIFTING TO SLEEP AND FINALLY MEETING THE BOY I NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO MEET IN REALITY.
Date Started: May 24, 2019
Date Finished: August 04, 2019
It's the third time that i came back to that place and to that guy. As soon as i woke up i have no idea what to do.
Never in my life naisip ko na posible pala ang ganitong bagay. I don't even believe in magic.
Pagkauwi ko sa bahay galing sa pagjojogging at humilata muli ako sa kama. I'm not in the mood to read any of my books now. Masyadong occupied ang utak ko sa isang bagay na hindi kapani paniwala.
Should I tell this to someone?
Umiling ako sa sarili kong ideya. Mismo sa sarili ko alam na walang maniniwala sakin pag sinabi ko.
Then i guess I'll just have to keep it in myself.
Right after lunch i dress to go to the mall. Halos magtinalon si manang sa tuwa ng malaman nya na sa wakas ay lalabas na din ako ng bahay.
But it's not like I'll go there to waste my parents money buying unnecessary stuffs. Pupunta ako don para bumili ng libro. Maybe I'll find a book about dreams.
Tahimik akong umupo sa passenger seat ng sasakyan. I have my own personal driver which is si Kuya Samuel, he'll take me to wherever i wanna go well except from dangerous place ofcourse.
Napakalapit lang ng mall dito at kung wala lang sa pinakadulo ng village ang bahay namin, makakarating ako don sa loob lamang ng sampung minuto.
I just don't understand why my parents bought a house na nasa pinakadulong bahagi.
We arrive at the mall after 20 minutes, sinabi ko kay kuya Samuel na wag na nya kong hintayin at umuwi na muna ng bahay. I'll just call him kapag magpapasundo na ko.
Pumasok na ko sa loob at dumiretso sa third floor kung nasan ang bookstore na lagi kong binibilhan ng mga libro.
I scan the whole shop looking for the answers i needed. At kahit nakakita na ko ng libro na tumatalakay sa panaginip ay hindi ko makita sa loob ang kasagutan na kailangan ko.
After an hour lumabas ako ng bookstore na dismayado. Habang naglalakad ay napahinto ako sa labas ng painting shop.
I don't know, I don't like arts but there's something in me that wants to go inside.
Kaya pumasok ako. The shop isn't that big, kakaunti lang din ang mga obra na nakasabit sa dingding na ibenebenta nila.
And at the corner of the room i found this painting that really catches my eyes. It's a sea, with a big waves on it.
Nilapitan ko ito and the words below the painting says 'The Caspian Sea'
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