Bulletproof Love

Chapter 20

~Midnight~

"Skye open up!" I yelled but as always she ignored me. Why'd I have to leave? I took a bobby pin from my hair and picked the lock just like the day I found her half dead.

I saw? her kneeling on the floor holding a sharp bloody blade to her wrist. I walked up to her quietly and seen that she already made some cuts. I snatched the blade from her as she was about to make another indent.

"Skye please don't do this." I said helping her up. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her. As I hugged her back I left hot tears on my neck.

"I'm so done." She muttered.

"No no no sweetie. Your not done because t-this world has some amazing things heading your way I promise. Just please don't give up." I bagged. "Listen I didn't want to be the centre of attention when I left. Honestly I wanted you guys to forget about me so it wouldn't hurt. But things happened." I added after she was quiet. She sniffled lightly and I retreated from our embrace. "Let me clean you up." I said, she nodded and put the toilet seat down before sitting.

I grabbed a wet cloth and wet it in warm water. "Sorry if it hurts." I mumbled before pressing it down onto her wrist.

"Fucking shit." She hissed in pain.

"Sorry." I muttered. I didn't want to hurt her.

"When did you do it last?" She asked me.

"A week before I came back. And I never had anyone to stop me, to help me."

"Sorry." She whispered. I chuckled lightly before saying:

"You shouldn't be."

~A week later~

As Skye took drags from her cigarette I got a weird feeling.

"Can I try?" I asked her, she looked at me then shrugged handing it to me. I took a long drag letting the cancerous smoke fill my lungs and I blew it out through my nose.

"Look at the pro." Skye laughed before lighting a new one.

"I'm gonna go back to school." I told her.

"So you'd like to go back just to get bullied?" She asked me. I shrugged.

"Wanna get my thirteen." I told her. She nodded before sighing.

"You go back I go back." I took one last drag before stomping it out.

"You don't have to." I said blowing out the smoke.

"Want to." She replied. I seen Jamie walking up to us and smiled at him. Skye ran up to him and tackled him into a hug, she really did miss him.

"You two have fun! I'm honing to the studio!" I yelled before walking into the house. I walked up to mine and Skye's room and put on a pair of ripped skinny jeans, a All time low tank top, blue toms and my blue and black SnapBack. Throwing my Hulk backpack over my shoulders I went under Skye's bed where she kept her smoke and took a pack leaving a five dollar bill on her bed.

I walked downstairs and out of the house passing everyone on my way. Half way to the studio a car honked so I looked back to see the BVB boys.

"Hey babe come on!" Andy yelled.

"We have a seat left!" CC chimed in. Ashley wasn't with them so I hopped in the back and noticed that they were listing to my album. Talk about awkward...

"Your really good at singing." Jinxx said.

"Awe thanks."

"So where the hell am I driving to?" CC asked from the drivers seat. I laughed lightly before saying:

"Studio." Once we got to the studio I hopped out of the car the guys following. I walked to my studio room which was number 3 always has been always will be and unlocked the door.

"Nice." Jake said in Awe. There was drums, guitar, bass, microphones, headphones, and posters of bands everywhere.

"Thanks." I said emptying my pockets onto the desk and dropping my bag onto the floor.

"You gonna sing us a song?" Andy asked.

"If you want me to." I said bring my lip between my teeth. He walked up to me and placed his hands on my waist.

"We do." He said before kissing me.

"What song?" I asked the boys.

"Fairy tail." CC said spinning around in the desk chair. I laughed lightly before walking into the recording booth. Strumming on my guitar I started to play the acoustic version of my song 'Fairy tail'.

After I was finished they clapped I smiled and walked out.

For some odd reason I miss Skye.

We stayed for like an hour until we decided to head back to my place.

"So what are you gonna do now? You gonna write more?" Jake asked once we were back in the car.

"I'm going back to school get year thirteen I'm for the hell of it. Cause some trouble for one last year." I said.

"YEAH THAT'S MY GIRL!" CC yelled happily. I laughed lightly until we pulled up to my place where cop cars where all around.

"Why is it always us?" I mumbled to myself I ran out of the car as fast as I could. "What's going on?" I asked a random police officer.

"Kellin Quinn and Vic Fenutes have been in a car accident." She answered kindly.

"Oh my god." I whispered then ran down the street. I didn't even bother to get back into the car. Once I reached the hospital I ran inside and seen Skye with Jamie and Mike.

I ran up to Skye and gave her a hug. "I can't believe them." I whispered to her.

"We can't see them yet." She said. I pulled away from her.

"That's bullshit!" I said to her my hands shaking in anger.

"I know just calm down." Skye said softly.

I shook my head. "No. No." Then ran outside. I punch the brick wall cutting my knuckles. Dammit I don't even care. It was a different kind of pain and it felt good. I punched it again and again until someone can running up to me.

"Midnight what the hell are you doing?!" Skye. I kept punching. "Night the wall can't feel your pain no matter how many damn time your hit it!" I stopped punching the wall and rested my head agents it. "Come inside we're aloud to see them." She said.

"I'll be in, in a minuet." I told her. She nodded and walked back inside but as she walked she yelled back to me saying:

"Don't do anything stupid!" I chuckled lightly then dug out the pack of smokes from my pocket. Lighting it with the orange and yellow flame.

"Mind if I steal a smoke?" Andy asked me. I handed him one and he lit it off mine. "What happened to your hands?!" He asked alarmed.

"I got into a fight with the wall." I mumbled.

"You gotta stop doing that." He sighed.

"I know. But I can't control my anger." I said then took a few more drags before stomping the smoke out. "Let's go inside." I said grabbing his hand and dragging him inside. We walked with Mike, Jamie, and Skye to Kellin and Vic's room.

Skye opened the door and we both gasped at the sight of our brothers beaten bruised and burnt. Then Kellin opened his eyes.

"Who are you