||You were|| NCT Dream *sad fic*

Na Jaemin

You were my competition

For everything we would fight over. You knew I was aggressive, you knew Renjun liked you, and you knew I liked him. You would start fights with me so I could relive that held tension. Mark you would make me lose all that angry energy I had, just so I would be happy.

You would always be better than me at everything. You could dance better, sing better, rap better, and the only thing I was better than you was looks. I remember you teasing me how attractive I was compared to you.

Now that you aren't here, I thought I'd be relived, but I'm not. I keep getting more agitated.  

I.. hate saying this but I miss you, like really.

Jae