This is kinda me letting out some of my feelings and being depressed and I'm sorry cause it sucks but I decided to post it anyways cause fml why not.
-<[Stars]>-
I could feel myself slipping away.
The lights growing dimmer.
The sounds around me fading into an endless sea of quiet nothingness.
I wasn't sad about dying.
I had always known this day would come.
I just wished now that I could have someone with me.
I was always lonely, all throughout my life.
My feeling were mine to keep, as were my troubles.
Most were trivial and idiotic things that could be interpreted as selfish and unkind.
I was always quiet too.
I spoke when necessary and never more than that.
I just wanted to blend in and be forgotten as quickly as possible.
Just a quickly fading face in the minds of others.
I hadn't had many friends.
I outlived them all.
That was a bad thing though.
All it left me was sadness and pain because of their deaths, along with my death being lonely and cold.
Who was I to know I'd end up dying outside.
I was glad it was outside, however.
I got to see the stars.
The things I had painted so often all throughout my life.
The things that memorized and hypnotized me.
The things that had always been my faithful companions.
With some of my dying strength, I lifted my hand up.
Reached and stretched it towards the sky, trying to touch what I knew I could never.
Trying to use all the rainy days and falling-star-wishes I had saved up to let me slide my hand through the galaxies.
I knew it wasn't going to happen, but I tried anyways.
Just letting my fingertips dream,
And hope,
And live...
Sorry for the shit drabble, plz don't hate me, and goodnight. Angsty Jeamus should be coming out soon unless I already posted it and am just being an idiot.
Luv 2 U All
Baaaaaiiiiii!!!!!
