Homestuck fluff

EridanXGamzee

//Well...this is going to me my first request...and I'm really happy to be writing it and all its just...i dont know...odd for me to write this...BUT sense its from a good friend ill try my very best. Lets get cracking shall we. p.s. I'm not going to type in gamzees quirk when he speaks its just rough to type...sorry//

Eridan lied on the grass on a hill somewhere on the outskirts of town. He was star gazing at the moment or...at least that's what it looked like but in reality he was lost in deep thought. Inside his think pan were thoughts of self worth and how he felt.
   "Wwhy...Wwhy do I hawe to be the bad guy? The unwwanted stray paww beast that's obwiously got somethin wwrong wwith it?" he asked no one. His expression grew grim as he swiftly snatched up his wand that was laying by his side on the grass and sat up and unleashed a blast at the row of trees that lay at the bottom of the hill. Each tree covered in holes and blast marks as he was already blasting away at them for a few hours. His expression turned from rage to a very tear worthy frown as he hung his head and flopped back down onto the grass and looked back to the sky. "wwhy...wwhy does no one ewen wwant me around. Its not like I cant see it in they're faces. Ewery time I wwalk up to one of them or ewen open my mouth...they looked like they just stepped in moo beast dung wwith those faces." He said as he just kept talking to himself. "sometimes I feel like...ewery one...ewen fef...wwould be happier wwithout me around." Eridan said as he shed a single violet tear. He sat up once more. "Wwell wwho needs them anywways? Im Eridan Ampora! I don't need no stinkin lowwbloods around my greatness, especially filthy land dwwellers!" He said standing and taking a confident pose still clutching his wand in his hand. He frowned once more thinking back to earlier. There he was entering the groups lab  after another night of deep thought.

He burst through the doors with a single tear and immediately got every ones attention. He looked to every one and asked them all in a harsh tone. "Does anyone ewen care if I leawe...like for good...just disappear newer to be seen again?" They all just frowned and looked away going back to what they were doing thinking it was just another one of his rants about rejection and loss. He shed another tear and held out his hand. "Not one person here is my friend?" every one ignored him with hushed whispers and grimaced faces never looking up at him. He looked over to feferi who was standing next to sollux.

He shed another tear as he noticed she wasn't even looking and then to kanaya and the others. Nobody was looking...nobody spoke up...they were ignoring him. He let his hand fall and looked to the ground and some of his violet tears made an appearance on it in tiny little drops. He turned to the door and ran out. Now he was here...on the edge of town...on this lonely hill...nobody who cared for him...no one to tell him he was even worth thier time. He sniffled and clenched his wand and with anger and pain in his face, he started blasting the trees wildly slashing his wand through the air as blast after blast fell on the trees. "COD FUCKIN DAMNIT! WWHY CANT I MAKE ONE FUCKIN PERSON LIKE ME?!?" he shouted, his voice harsh from crying. He started blasting other parts of the area around the trees. He whipped himself around to blast the hill side and met himself face to face with one of his so called friends. He stopped his wand hand just in time to spare the troll any unneeded holes in his face.
   "Whoa!...Hehehe almost bit it there like motherfuckin talk about close bro." Gamzee said, as he lowered his raised hands, the wand inches from his face. Eridans eyes grew wide with anger and sadness, tears still streaming down his face.
   "And just wwhat in the ewer glubbin fuck do you wwant?!?" eridan asked gamzee, not dropping the wand from gamzees face. Gamzee slowly reached up with one hand and put it over the wand and slowly helped eridan lower it.
   "I just came to all up and see how my mother fuckin bro was doing." Eridan put the wand back in his face.
  " I'm not your "bro" besides, wwhy wwould you ewen care howw I feel?!? Your just like the others. You don't care about me or howw I feel. All you ewer cared for is hawin me around to hawe somethin to hate."
   "H-Hey bro that's not fuckin true...I'm one of the only mother fuckers who actually knows what your all up and goin through bro."
   "Yeah right like you could possibly understand. Your mr.sunshine and faygo to the others...and I'm...I'm just the unwwanted person that just...nobody cares about." "Oh come on bro...i motherfucken know more than you might think. "

"And just how would you know how i feel? Your mr. popular shit faced happy go lucky gamzee...everyone gets along with you and wants you around."  
   "Alright bro...but I'm not all popular and shit like you might all up and think I am. I only have a few good friends...I was kinda motherfucken hopin...you wanted me around." Eridans expression grew softer and he lowered the wand slowly.
  "You...you wwant to be around me?" 
  "Well yeah bro...Your always all up and moping and doin all the cool wizard shit and that wicked sweet accent you got would be hella motherfucken legit to bust some sick rhymes with." Eridan smiled and chuckled a little.
   "It is pretty great isn't it..." 
  "Yeah..." Eridan smiled at gamzee and they joked back and forth about each others way of talking and after awhile they found themselves lieing side by side on the hill looking up at the stars. Eridan turned to face gamzee.
   "Hey Gamz?"
  "Yeah bro?" 
  "Did you really mean all that stuff you said about me...howw im fun to be around?" 
   "Hell yeah bro you're so motherfucken legit hehe." 
   "So...you probably hawe to get back to the others soon." 
   "Nah bro they were all up and harshing my mellow anyways." Eridan smiled and nodded.   "Gamz?" 
  "Yeah?" 
  "im...glad you showed up...for a second there...I thought about suicide." Eridan looked away in shame as gamzees eyes widened. Gamzee grabbed eridans hand and held it. "Now why in the motherfuckin wicked shit would you all up and do that?"
     "I....I don't know it just seemed like...it would be better for the others if I was dead." Gamzee leaped up and pinned eridan to the ground by both shoulders.
   "Don't you dare all up and do something like that...I care about you bro." 
  "You...you do?"  
  "Yeah...bro...I'm..." Gamzee blushed and looked into eridans eyes and eridan blushed as well noticing gamzees blush. Gamzee looked off into the distance away from Eridans gaze.
   "I Think I'm motherfuckin flushed for you bro." gamzee admitted in a shaky voice. Eridan blushed deeply his face turning violet. Eridan slowly reached up with one hand and put it to Gamzee's cheek.

"R-Really?" Eridan asked in a soft tone. Gamzee let go of his shoulders and put one hand on his chest and the other over the hand that was on his cheek and looked into Eridans eyes.
   "Bro...I have been all up and watching you and the others. They don't see how you really feel. But I do...ive been motherfuckin all down and shit too but I can only imagine how lonely you feel. Just the fuckin thought of there bein someone...who knows what its like to be down...makes me feel like I'm not alone but it also like motherfuckin makes me worry about you. I know you still probably all up and got some flushed feeling for fef and...I'm probably like...not your type but-" Eridan pulled Gamzee into a deep kiss and pulled away.
   "Hush gamz....I'm flushed for you too." Gamzee blushed a little deeper and they shared another but even more passionate kiss and spent the night wrapped in eachothers arms just laying there...being together.

// Ok its finally finished. I would like to say thanks for reading and it would mean alot if you followed and voted and maybe comment on how you liked it that is if you did. Gargoyle taco out //