STAY WITH ME

1: family ~

When the lights are on in my room and the sound of the flower pot which accidently fell down slowly touched my ear... i back out from my unconcious mind .

When i realise that the lights are forced to be on and someone is coming near me ,
i tried to wake up ,and its very hard ...

a sudden pain inject me the dramatic memory of yesterday...

The next second i felt the wet cheeks of mine and i rushly wipe it because I didn't want anyone to see me crying.

I drag the blanket off and tried to wake up ,the dead pain is running out on my back and i cant handle this anymore,again the tears started raining ...

suddenly the sweet hands held my both cheeks and easily i figured out that where is the touch coming from because from the childhood iam loving this touch and if i want someone touch me and feel happy ...

Its her my Mom,

The one reason for which iam living in this mansion with my second father,,,ohh ,,,,no
i cant call him that because i dont want to erase the respect of the beautifull and meaningfull word FATHER...

HE IS A VAMPIRE ....
the vamp that emotionly killing me and my little brother ,and also my mom...

I know that she is innocent about her second marriage because nobody can beleive the changes happened in His behaviour After marriage.

He used to beat keith with the whip for every single and small mistakes which is allowed by every loving parents to their children like at his younger age...

But keith was very restricted to those things...
sometimes he never came out from his room .

I am so disappointed about him because the only one he share his feelings is me....

from the day where mom's second marriage happened we both were so happy....

But after the marriage and seeing his vampire side he is still upset with mom...
and the day he started beating keith, he stopped talking to mom....
now he has no feelings for mom and he is not bothered about anything which leads to her...

For me the vamp use my emotion to my dad as my weakness...
and he used to say those annoying words against my dad ...

i definitely lose my tempor in every such situations...

Sometimes i pick up my hand to slap him but he is so quick that he speedly catches my hand and returns the slap even harder than i thought....

He doesn't beat me hard daily but every time we meet up sorry,accidentally meet he used to mock at me which i deadly didnt like....

Sometime my mom also became under his thong because, when he beat me or keith she come to rescue us ...and that is the big mistake in his vamp eyes.

Now she feels complete guilt about her decision.

Actually we all feel guilt about that .....

And ....and....we also miss my dad so badly...

I miss my dad ...

When i started to hangout with my dad's beautifull memory ...my mom purposely interrupted ...

"Einy ,please ...dont cry ...forget all that .you know that he is a jerk..."

I stayed quite .she continues.

"Please talk to me dear ...are you okay ?i know that you are not ...but"

After that...
lots of questions take place in my mind..