It's been years since Ive spoken to someone. Year since my last hello or good bye. But it doesn't effect me. I prefer to be alone anyways.
Yes, nowadays I prefer the company of myself.
Learning to be alone is like achieving perfection. Theirs no one to slow you down, or bring you down alone with their sad lives. I lived like this my whole life. Well, until I met her.
She approached me without a word. She never did talk much. It was like that for a while she would stand near me without a word. Though she never spoke we achieved a goal few people have before. We became a team.
It was simple. She help me then I helped her. Everything we did to gather
Was easy, Mutual, simple. We easily overcame any challenge put in our way.
I didn't expect it to end so quickly. One day she was just gone. I felt sorrow and pain for the first time in my life. And I can't help but she's gone because of me.
Ever since she left my life I haven't been able to speak to anyone. I suppose you could say she's they reason I am alone today. You're the first person I've talked to in all these years. Have you realized that yet?
Wait. Where are you going?
Please don't leave me....
I have so much more to say...........
