I walked for miles and then I walked some more.
My lips as dry as the cracked ground. For miles I could see nothing but sand. I have come to loathe it. The sun burned my back and the sweltering heat parched my mouth. This barren waste land wasn't always like this. I can remember a time when the sky was blue and the ground was green. Most importantly I can remember a time when water was just in reach but now I have to scavenge for water and something resembling food. I used to take those pleasantries for granted now I savour them where ever I can find them. Sweat pours out of me as I walk I would cut of my own arm and leg for some shade and a popsicles. Like I said you never know how good you got it until it is gone. I don't know how long I've been walking, I don't know what day it is and I don't even know where I am all I know own is that I'm hungry thirsty and could used a good bath.
There are some days where I forget who I am. I would stare at the big ball of fire in the sky and imagine i am some where else. I don't know where but that hallucination occurs often. There are the extremely bad days where my incredible hunger gets the better of me causing me to double over in pain. The worst thing about this whole ordeal is the fact that I am alone. I haven't come across another human being in it don't know how long. I used to push people away elapse I like being alone in love the silence, but now this loneliness is unbearable, I feel as though I'm going crazy which I suspect I am because here I am talking to myself.
I want to give up I really do but just when I am about to fall something always make me get up and keep going and I don't know what is is or maybe I should say I don't really know how to give up so even though I my mind is want to give up my body won't let me. I tell you it's like I'm having a fight with my self which further adds to the fact that I am going wacko since how can a person fight themselves but let me tell you I am mentality kicking my own ass and I'm winning. Which if you think about it makes no sense see if told you I am going crazy.
