the girl in the club • jack gilinsky

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bella's pov

"thanks jack for filming with me" i awkwardly start the conversation, i could feel the tension between us both after the question. he gave a small smile, "yeah no worries, uh johnson just messaged me to come over, imma leave, you good?" he mentions and i nodded, but i knew that was an excuse because his phone never lit up, but my guilt was increasing. i bit my lip as he exited our shared house.

fuck. why did i say it like that. it's not that i didn't wanna date him because i do, but not now. i mean i just filed for a divorce. i call stass and kels over. and they were over in an instant.

"why do you look like a truck just hit you?!" stass laughed and i bit my lip nervously. i show them the clips from the video and explained everything and they both looked at me with deadpanned faces. "bella! he wants you back so bad, you don't know how much he missed you and you don't know how long before he was somewhat ok with your marriage! he legit just got over you the minute you ended it, a whole 6 or so months" kels explained and i cried into my palms. "i didn't know, i still love him, i love him so much it hurts but i feel like i just fucked everything up" i explain crying into stassie's embrace. "you two need a getaway on your own, where you need to tell him how you feel" stass suggests, "but he's mad or whatever, he legit didn't even receive a text, he made an excuse to get away from me. it's never gonna work" i cry and the girls explained that he would jump over mountains for me if i needed him too, that's how much he loves me.

i get online to buy tickets to our favourite location. greece. we both loved greece endlessly. once that was confirmed, i texted jack letting him know he needs to come home and pack. flight was tomorrow afternoon. i hope he will come.

it was past midnight and the girls are staying over in the guest bedroom. jack was still not home and i almost lost all hope. i sighed as i pull jack's shirt over my naked body and got into my bed. since jack and i don't actually share a room. i took a glance at my phone and there were no texts or replies from jack and it just hit 12:40 pm. switching my phone off i close my eyes. suddenly the left side of my bed dipped and a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist. i turned around and jack was there smiling at me. i didn't hear him come in, but i was so happy to see him. "i missed you, i am sorry i left like that" he whispered kissing my cheeks and down to my neck. i pulled his head back up to face me, "i missed you so much jack, i'm sorry i should have never said that in the video" i cry and he wiped my tears away. "baby, don't cry, you are too beautiful to cry. i will always forgive you my dear. get some sleep, i'll see you tomorrow" he whispers as he unwraps his arm. i pull him back,

"no please stay. i want you here. i need you here jack. you make me feel safe"