FIX ME -book 2 of i love you-( jungkook x reader)

chapter 2

I had over turned my bed and thrown my bedding everywhere. I punched the walls till my knuckles were bleeding."COME BACK! NO NO NO NO NO. NO NO NOOO!" I yelled as the memories only her more worse as I constantly hear her voice blaming me and yelling curse words at me."IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY. I DID IT FOR YOU PKEASE COME BACK PLEASE FORGIVE ME I'LL BE BETTER THIS TIME. NO NO NO PLEASE IM SORRY!!!" I continued to yell
Elizabeth's voice.

"YOU BASTARD ITS ALL YOUR FAULT! WHEN WERE YOU PLANNING ON TELLING ME YOU BASTARD!?"

END OF HER VOICE

"NO NO NO NO NO I DIDNT MEAN FOR IT TO END THIS WAY LIZ. COME.BACK." I feel on my knees crying as I hold my ears as my wrists and knuckles bleed. Someone opens the door and I look at the door through my teary hoping for my Elizabeth to walk through the door and hug me and tell me it will be all right. It wasn't it was two males in white shirts. They grabbed me and started to carry me some where."NO NO NO PUT ME BACK!ELIZABETH HELP PLEASE HELP. PLEEEAAASSSEEEE." I cried as they continued to carry me. I then saw a girl she looked nothing like my love but she felt like my love." ELIZABETH HELP PLEASE!" I cried.

Unknown prov.

"NO PUT ME BACK! ELIZABETH HELP ME PLEASE HELP.PLEEEAAASSSEEEE!" I heard a familiar voice call that sounded like mr.jeon jungkook. I went to go see and I saw two males dragging him somewhere. He had blood on his face,wrist,and knuckles. I stared at him he had emotions in his eyes. It read sadness very clearly. My heart broke, he then sad me making his tears only worsen."ELIZABETH HELP PLEASE!" He screamed he was desperate and was in the need of something kind so I stepped in."me.jeon is my patient so put him down this instant!" I demanded."ms.kim he is dangerous we must take him immediately." one of the men said." No jungkook is my patient. I am responsible for him not you so put him down so I can take him back to his room!" I yelled they sighed and put the really upset jungkook down as he crawled to me."thank you my Noona" he said as he started to reach for me. I took him into my arms.everyone stared at him like he was a freak. "ALL OF YOU OUT OF HERE BACK TO YOUR PATIENTS STOP LOOKING AT HIM AS IF HE IS ANY DIFFERENT FROM YOURS!" I yelled and the immediately rushed off." Mr. Jeo-""call me Kookie noona like you used to" he said and barried his head into my neck."okay Kookie now let's go back to your room and clean you up." I said softly. He nodded
back to jungkook prov

Though she didn't look like my Noona she acted like her. She got the guys to let me go. They made up lies saying I am dangerous. I just wanted my noona. She held me close after they let me go. Everyone was staring at me I didn't like it."ALL OF YOU BACK TO YOUR PATIENCES STOP LOOKING AT HIM IF HES ANY DIFFERENT FROM YOURS!" she yelled and they all ran off. I cried in her arms"me.jeo-" i interrupted her I didn't like it when my Noona said that."call me Kookie like you used to Noona!" I said in her neck."okay Kookie now let's go back to your room and clean your up." She said. My heart fluttered when she said Kookie as I nodded. She helped me up and lead me back to my room. She looked shocked when she saw my room as it was torn to shreds.she then sighed and put my room back together. She then left, I started to freak out and my breath began to increase as the voice's in my head start to pick up and yell at me. I covered my ears crying again "NO NO NO IM SORRY STOP PLEASE. FORGIVE ME PLEASE!" I yell. The door opens again.I look and my hands still covering my ears. She had water and a first aid kit in her hands."calm down kook I just went to get a first aid kit and water so you can stay hydrated." She said kindly with a smile that reminded me of Elizabeth. I slowly take my ears from my ears. I then rushed to her" don't leave me with out telling me!" I cried. She smiled sadly at me" yes kook I'm sorry " she said. She then sat on the bed and I sat beside her as she cleaned my wrist and knuckles."there now your all better now drink some water so you can stay hydrated." She said hanging me a water bottle. I drank the water as I felt tired from all the crying." Noona your not my Elizabeth so what's your name?" I asked. She smiled" no kook I'm not infact i have no clue who this Elizabeth you keep screaming of but my name is lisa kim." she said."but you act so much like my Noona." I said and touched her face. The more I looked at her the more she looked like her. He lips I have missed kissing. And this lisa has lips that look as soft as my noona's were." Okay thank you how old are you lisa?" i asked staring at her lips. "Im twenty two." She said.okay so she was only three years younger than me"okay so I can't call you Noona how disappointing but you can call me oppa." I said as I stared at her lips wanting to know if they feel like my noona's."i don't think Thats appropriate" she said getting  nervous."sure it is its common Korean respect." I said."okay Kookie oppa." She said. I made me smile. She may not be my Noona but she acts and looks super similar."lisa-ah?" I said"y-yes oppa?" She asked."fix me." I said as I inched closer to her lips.