"I love you but now I hate you"
When I love I give it all along with my trust and loyalty but if you'll break them mahirap na buuin ulit.. Fuck!ang sakit
"Im sorry Adelaide" that line again, paulit paulit ko na yang naririnig, I should be immuned by now pero I just cant stop my tears from falling
I stared at him and I can see the guilt ang pity in his eyes ang it pained me more dahil alam kong hindi siya nagsisinungaling. I forced a smile
"Don't be. Its not your fault its mine, its my fault dahil ako ang nagmahal kaya ako nasasaktan. But i took risks kahit alam kong hindi ko kakayanin.
I know that its painful to love you knowing that you loved someone else but I never knew it could be this painful.
Im no saint para sabihin ko na sana maging masaya ka because God knows how I want you to feel what Im feeling right now.
But sad to say, kasalan ko to kaya paninindigan ko" tumalikod ako
my tears starts to flow habang nagsasalita ako but i never bothered to dry them up. And i never bothered to hide the pain in my voice.
He remained silent
It effin hurts, nagmahal lang naman ako pero bakit ganito.
"I love you but it doesn't mean it'll stay that way" I weakly said and started walking
I never looked back because its so painful that i never wanna see his face again
Nang nakalayo na ako sa kanya I cried and cried like there's no tomorrow.
Im tired of all this shits. Suko na ako, ayaw ko na, hindi ko na kaya!
Hindi ako matalino pero hindi rin ako tanga, mahal nga kita pero tama na, Dahil ang sakit na.
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Greetings to everyone this is my first ever story and not sure if this book will be finished beacause Im literaly a lazy person.
