Drew

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Drew's P.O.V.

I can't believe that Clare snuck off like that. I don't even know if she's coming to school tomorrow. But I really need her there to help plan that event that she came up with.

Who knows what she will do next? I doubt that she would come back home. I know what I have to do next, look for parenting classes. I don't know how I will manage to help care for 4 kids for my whole life.

I don't want to be rude, but I wish that all of this didn't happen. I wish I didn't have a girl problem. But look where we are now; I have never faced this kind of thing ever in my life. I have no idea what to do.

I'm trying not to freak out or do something really crazy, but now i'm just blowing up my head with so much thoughts in my brain.

I really don't want to screw this up. For Clare, and the little ones that are on their way. I heard Clare was getting into Columbia. I really want her to go. So I'm going to help her out anyway I can. I don't want her to leave in a mean way, I just want her to achieve her dreams.

I don't know how much longer I can stay calm. Clare ran away, i'm going to have kids to take care of, and I need to think of ways that I can help out. I really wish Adam was still here, he would help me with this whole thing.

Sooner or later, my head will feel like oatmeal and I won't be able to think because I have way too many things on my mind.

It's kind of depressing knowing that all I have to do right now, is sit and think. No one sits and thinks at home! But this is a serious matter.

This is one of the most complicated problems i've ever faced in my entire life. I can't go through with it, but I know Clare will never give them up. It's not like i'm saying that I don't want them, but everything would be easier if none of this happened.

Thank goodness we have Eli to help Clare with all of this. I wouldn't be able to do it with just me and her. I need to take a nap, all this thinking is making me nauseous.

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