She lay in bed alone at night wondering why she's here,
Doing so much for everyone,
And they still don't care,
She met this guy who said he loved her,
something she haven't heard in so long,
He used her for his own pleasure,
what a ride he tooked her on.
There's alot of emotions that she feels, with anger trapped inside,
Sometimes she wish that one special person was here, but to her he's not alive.
She have no one to talk to,
Only a blade to her skin seems to be the only way,
Turns out it was all a lie just like the smile she puts on every day.
Outside she's smiling,
But it's the face she fakes for you,
But inside her soul is crying and there is nothing she can do.
She knows her family loves her.
She's there when their decisions are poor,
She's sick of this feeling like a walked on rug thrown upon the floor.
She lay in bed and wonder what the hell she's doing here,
Can she wake up from this dream
Or can she just simply disappear.
