Mekayla's Point Of View.
Its been 2 months since I found out Im pregnant again. I don't know how to tell rye. All these thoughts in my head... does he want another kid? What happens if he doesn't? what will I do then? is it too soon to have another kid? will I be able to cope with another kid?
ugh I don't know what to do.
my finger runs along the top of my coffee cup making a squeaking noise knocking me out of my day dream.
"mummmm?" essy says dragging her feet behind her. "yes baby?" "please can I have some cornflakes?" she asks. "yes my princess of course you can" I smile.
I make her cornflakes and settle her in the livingroom with spongebob episodes. I return to the kitchen, make more coffee and sit down. I didn't sleep very well, I keep having these dreams and flashbacks of what rye used to do to me. last night I had a bad dream that he was cheating on me.
- flash back -
"OI BITCH" rye screams visciously grabbing my arm and slamming me against a locker. I feel teary. "awww the slags gonna cry" he smirks before slapping me across the face. he kicks me in the stomach calls me a whore and leaves.
what did I do to deserve this.
- end of flash back -
"babeee" rye sings as he enters the kitchen completely knocking me out of my flashback.
"baby whats wrong?" he asks concerned. "what do you mean?" I ask not even realising I had tears streaming out of my red, tired eyes.
"oh- nothing I just have- period cramps" I lie.
I quickly rush out of the room and lock myself in the bathroom, emotionally and mentally breaking down. why am I having these flashbacks and dreams now? I don't get it.
"Daddy whats wrong with mummy?" essy asks from the otherside of the door.
"mummys fine baby go watch Patrick and spongebob" rye says reassuring her so she doesn't worry.
I hear her little footsteps head back to the frontroom before hearing a soft knock on the bathroom door.
"mekayla whats wrong?" he asks
I don't answer.
"look I cant help you if you don't talk to me" he whispers.
I unlock the door and head back to the kitchen with him following me.
"whats wrong, I know for a fact its not just cramps" he rubs my back.
"it is" I lie.
"what is it mekayla" he says a little more sternly now.
"its just I keep having these flash-"
his phone rings.
"sorry mek- one second" he leaves and I nod. I sit there for a second, In silence before esme comes in.
"mummy- why did dad just whisper down the phone to someone "she doesn't have to know"... who doesn't have to know what?" she asks and my heart drops. my dreams... hes been out late recently. I all of a sudden get really angry. I head up to the door and listen in.
"and so what if she does..."
"im in control... she trusts me" he replies to what sounds like a girl.
"fuck this" I whisper to myself.
"come on essy lets get you changed we are going to aunty sophie's today" I say not dropping any hints. I get her changed and we leave the house. I start crying then essy starts crying because im crying.
"did I do something mummy?" she cries. "no no baby its not you" I smile through my tears and pick her up. we arrive at sophie and blairs and rye is blowing up my phone.
I tell sophie and blair everything whilst esme plays with her toys with jack and brook.
"the bad part of it is... I'm pregnant again" I sigh as their jaws drop.
"what?!?!" I hear a voice behind me as the door swings open
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