Holding on (Andy Biersack)

You owe me an explanation

(Jade's P.O.V)

I stretched my legs in hopes that they would wake up properly but then I just feel a thump and seconds later I notice that I fell out of bed ..again.

I just wanted to go back to sleep when I hear two voices arguing in the other room so I tiptoed over there and opened the door slowly.

When Kathy and Cat see me they come up running and hug me until I start running out of oxygen.

"Hey guys I luv you, too"

They started laughing and smacking my head really hard.

"You can't just run away from us idiot"

I don't really think that they understood that I was in so much pain.Kathy stopped laughing and tilted her head to the left before speaking up.

"No Jade seriously something bad could've happened to you!"

I just played it off like it was nothing,if I would have told them I almost really got raped by some 40 year old men Cat probably wouldn't have left me out of our tour bus ever.

"No guys it's fine nothing happened I just lost it for a moment I promise it won't happen again.Now I'm going to go and watch some bands perform.See ya later"

Then I stepped out in the fresh sir and starting walking away from the tour busses until someone approached me from the left.

"Hey excuse me.Could you maybe show me to the pierce the veil bus?I'm not finding it.."

I had to look at his face closely just to make sure my eyes weren't playing tricks on me.

"Oh my god...you're bryan!Holy shit I'm a big fan!"

He just chuckled and patted the guy standing next to him on the shoulder.

"Yep that's me and this is Chris the Bunny as you probably know"

I just smiled at them like a freak and showed them to the pierce bus.

"Oh okay thanks again we might meet while I'm interviewing other bands or something like that"

"That would be awesome bye"

I smiled widely and turned around walking away and after Bryan and Chris were out of sight  I started to jump and scream  fan girl like .

Half an hour later I was standing backstage of the mainstage watching Falling in Reverse play.Suddenly someone tapped me in the shoulder.I turned around really quickly and in shock just to see my dad standing there laughing his ass off.

"Oh wow thanks dad"

He just kept on laughing and handed me some list kind of thing.I opened it to see that it was a shopping list for us.

"No dad I'm here to have fun"

"Then make Cat buy those things for you or something like that"

Yep..that's my dad really childish and childish and immature and immature.

"No I won't now bye"With that I gave the paper back to him and pushed him of a bit.

"Fine then I'll search Kathy.."He started walking away so I could listen to the music again.

The little fan girl inside me was screaming so bad and just in this moment I realized how big of a deal it was to be able to accompany all these bands on Warped tour.

"Jade?"I heard another familiar voice  call me.I turned around and walked to where it came from.

"Hey Andy Hi Ashley" I just had to grin at them.

So they came up to me and hugged me."So are you going to perform now?"

Andy smiled "Yeah but not directly after Falling we're after The pretty reckless"

I turned back to watching the performance smiling "I'm a big fan of falling and I loveee The Pretty Reckless so much."

We were just watching them play when Andy's facial expression dropped suddenly and he learned over to me.

"Jade we'll have to talk about yesterday you know that right?"

I shivered and I clearly saw the way goosebumps formed on my arms.

"Um...yeah uh how about now?"

He didn't smile at me at all he looked dead serious and I started getting uneasy but before u could back out I quickly grabbed on to his hand while he led me to some tents and trailers.

Then I just leaned on to a tree and lit a cigarette while waiting for Andy to start but he just smoked one too without us even talking a word.Then he finally decided to speak up and I didn't known if I was happy about it.

"Please Jade I need answers and I need the truth so tell me why you ran off yesterday?"He looked at me with big eyes glowing full of hope and to see him so vulnerable literally broke my heart.

"I..um it just got to much Andy it isn't that easy you know.I cant just forget these terrible sins I've committed I'm so sorry"Now I was almost sobbing after looking in his eyes.

"No you didn't do anything wrong why can't you see that?"Andy screamed so loudly that I wondered why no one had heard us yet.

"I'm so sorry I I just can't okay?"I started screaming back trying to overpower him.

Suddenly I felt his long thin arms wrap around me and pull me close.I put my head in the crook of his neck and just let everything out by crying and screaming for the pain to go away.

We stood there for a long time and I stopped crying I whiped my tears away when Jinxx came up to us.

"Um I'm sorry for interrupting but we have a show to play Andrew"Then Jinxx hugged me leaving some warpaint on my light grey band tee.

I just smiled halfheartedly while he tried to scrape it off.

"No jinxx it's okay now come on you guys have a show to play and you better be good cause I'll be watching."

At first Andy looked at me skeptically but then he smiled too and we went back to the mainstage.

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A.N Okay so I just want you guys to know that in the next chappie Stacy is going to be mentioned again in case you were wondering.

And the story might take an interesting turn in one of the following chappies.It's a hint...

So stay beautiful my fellow bvb army!

                                  Monaxx