Soon arrived at my house and I turned to Luke who was busy trying to scratch the inside of he's cast.
"Luke just leave it the itch will go away soon okay?"
He nodded then got up and opened the car door and jumping out. He the opened my door and grabbed my arm "come on ashy mama and Mia haven't seen you for four days pwease come in!" He pleaded still tugging at my arm.
I soon picked him up got outta the car leaving Georgia there. I slowly opened the door and walked in "SHUT THE DOOR!" A little voice said in the distance.
I quickly closed the door remembering Mia had XP she was basically allergic to the sun.
I walked in to see her staring at the tv. I ran up to her and started tickling her non stop, the sound of her laugh always made me smile.
I eventually stopped tickling her, she looked up at me and her eyes widened "Ash!" She screamed giving me a tight hug.
I missed her so darn much.
"I miss you ash" she mumbled into my neck. She soon let go of me and sat on the floor looking at me "so got any new sluts here today ashy?"
I widened my eyes at her choice of words "Mia, shit don't say that fucking word its bad like really bad!" I scolded her.
She nodded while getting up and sniffing me "you drank?" She asked me sweetly with saddened eyes.
Okay I know I said Luke was gifted but Mia was really smart for her age, she was the smart twin like Sheldon from the big band theory but like the kid version of Sheldon.
I sighed "sorry Mia....I know you don't like it, but I promise I'm not gonna be like dad." She nodded and sighed "promise?"
I nodded "I swear on fucking Gods life!"
She laughed before hugging me again.
"Where's mama?" Luke asked sitting on the couch.
"She hasn't left her room from when papa left...." Mia replied snatching the T.V remote from Luke who then snatched it back and now they where fighting over it.
I quickly jogged up stairs to my mothers room, I honestly don't like any of my parents. My dads abusive and my moms a alcoholic and takes drugs.
I opened her bedroom door to find her lying on the floor with a pillow lying on her chest. I quickly ran up to her and started shaking her "mom....mom..mom! MOM PLEASE SHIT!"
I soon noticed my hands had blood on them and I looked around to see where it was coming from only to notice she had slit her wrists.
I shook my head finding it hard to believe my mother was dead and lying here on the floor alone.....
"Mom I still need you...the twins still fucking need you please" my voice said sounding a little soft as weak.
I leaned against the wall and threw my head back and just started crying "I fucking hate this world" I picked up one of my moms half empty beer bottles and took a swing at it.
"Shit!" I got up and punched and near by wall, it wasn't a proper wall so it broke easily.
I started smashing things around her room yelling out that I hated life and the way I am.
I kept walking around till I found the knife my mom use to slit her wrists and I picked it up "I wonder if it hurt you?" I questioned facing her body "cause this sure hurts me." I put the knife near my wrists when the door slowly opened reviling Mia and Luke.
They're eyes widened at the sight of my mother on the floor. "Mama!" They both yelled in unison running up her and crying they're eyes out.
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