SeokJin's POV
"I don't feel that well babe I'm going to bed okay" Y/n said "alright my love, I'll be in in a bit!" I said as I got up from the couch and kissed her on the forehead. I've been really worried, always tired lately gained a bit of weight yet seems to have lost some weight on her face. After half an hour I decided to go to bed to. Y/n was fast asleep but was dreaming again. I woke up to a whimpering Y/n. "Y/n baby wake up." Bend over clutching her stomach. I lifted the sheets to find Y/n was almost swimming in a puddle of blood.
"Oh my god baby wake up. Y/n love wake up please" I pleaded " What ji- holy fucking shit" she said hand covered in blood and a on cue she blended over clutching her stomach again "Jin I don't think this is right. I don't feel right. It feels like my organs are being cut up" she said with teary eyes "you wanna go to the hospital? Should I call an ambulance or do you want me to drive?" I asked "just drive me well be quicker." I took a view towels from the bathroom my wallet, a bag with clean clothes for y/n and my keys and walked with an in agonizing pain y/n to my car "here baby sit in this" I put the car seat in the lying position to ease the pain.
I drove quick but careful to the hospital and barged in the emergency department carrying her in bridal style "someone please help my girlfriend. She's in pain and bleeding!!" I yelled in panic. A nurs came running towards us "oh my... put her here, what happened where is she bleeding from?" "I- I put her to bed and half an hour later I went and she want whimpering and bed over holding her stomach and when I lifted the blankets she was almost in a puddle of blood" I said as best as I could "it feels like my organs are being mashed!" Y/n chirped in
"mmmhmm let's get you checked out. I need someone to assist me in the MRI room please" the nurse said in a walkie talkie "Yes ma'm on my way" a voice spoke back. "I'm sorry sir you have to wait here I'm really sorry" after almost an hour the same nurse cane to get me she have something important to discuss with me and y/n. Walking in behind the nurse I saw a blankly looking y/n. When she noticed me her chin and bottom lip began to wobble tears in her eyes "I'm so sorry" barely audible I looked in confusion at the nurse to explain what happened "I um the MRI scan showed why miss y/n was bleeding" she nodded her head at y/n whom was now full on sobbing "I am really sorry Mr Kim but it appeared miss y/n was having a miscarriage. We also did a ultrasound to determine how far along she was." It's felt as though the ground was
kicked from beneath me the only thing I
did was grabbing the first thing i felt to keep me sturdy "h- how long?" "Please Jin don't" I nodded my head at the nurse to continue "12 weeks. We gave her something that stimulates the body to secrete it naturally" "Wait what you still letting her go through that even though she's is so much pain already" I said getting angry "Jin it- it is the natural way or I had to be put down end than they'd take it away by operation" "is this some sick cruel joke?" "No of course not but 15 minutes ago they told me we're going to be parents and I know it may sound shellfish or a sick cruel joke but Its the only way I'm able to make it through this. I want to see what I've lost! What we've lost" y/n whispered the last part "We want to keep y/n here for the night for observation your welcome to. We also expect it to happen in the next hour and a half. We'll be right around the corner buzz me when it starts. Again I'm really sorry" the nurse said bowing her head giving y/n a reassuring squeeze and got a weak smile in return and left. "Jin I-" "I uhm I have to um go make a phone call I'll be right back" not waiting for a response I walked out of her room and out of the hospital. I took out my phone pressed the first number I came across. "Hello?" "Joon it's Jin" "Jin hyung what's wrong?" Clearly hearing my voice crack "you alright bro?" Namjoon spoke after a long silence "no man, it's y/n something happened can you please come to the hospital y/n would appreciate your presence." "Y/n or you, Jin?" "Oh what the hell me. I need you man I don't think I can keep my sanity without any support" "thought so. Imma call Yoongi or Kook and you'll see us in 20. But hyung keep strong for y/n alright?" I hummed a yes hung up and went back inside. Once I reached the room y/n I heard some slashed of water. I walked to the bathroom to see y/n sink her lower half in soon to be red warm water. I sat beside her rubbing her back when she made a grunting noise which indicated that it was happening. I kissed her temple and walked out to get the nurse only to be stopped half way down the hall "JIN" a scream mixed with her crying came from her room. Panicked I looked over to the nurse who was already coming my way "go" she said. in second we were in y/n bathroom sitting on her knees one hand on the bathtub and sunken in crimson red water. Just below the surface a trembling hand was seen palm up on it something the size of a plum. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry" y/n cried "Shhhhh baby don't say that it not your fault." I said in tears now too. Between everything I heard a 'oh shit' from the door opening which indicated that Namjoon and the one that drove him were here. Everything after was a blur. Apparently at 12 weeks fetuses develop their sex and so did ours. Ours was a boy which made it even harder it also didn't feel like a fetus anymore it suddenly felt like a baby, a baby that wasn't meant to be. A gift that wasn't ours to retrieve yet.
