Falling slowly...

This is me and my secret...

June,13,2011

My P.O.V

-I have always been the kind of girl,who hid my face, I am afraid to tell the world of what I've got to say, but I have this dream right inside of me that one day I will change from being shy to being the happiest girl in the world, and that will happen now.-

Picture of the school --> http://cdn.images.express.co.uk/img/dynamic/1/590x/eton-403039.jpg

Picture of my school uniform --> http://i01.i.aliimg.com/wsphoto/v0/1571185963/Women-fashion-font-b-school-b-font-font-b-uniform-b-font-summer-font-b-vest.jpg

Annyeong haseyo yeorobeun! My name is Park Yeon Gi, I am 14 years old, I am in 1st year, and this is my first day being a freshmen, and I like it so far....yup....pretty much..yeah.....

As I walk to the corridors of my new school, everybody looks scary, really scary,so scary, super scary..... THAT I WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH THEM :D! Lol!

I bowed to every single person that I see with a smiley face on me :) and they're just looking at me like this ˚_˚ they're probably thinking what's wrong about me or maybe I'm weird, well everyone unfortunately there is nothing wrong with me, except the facts that I want to be friends with all of the people here in the school, even the scary ones,even the bullies, even the nerds, well just everyone!!!! (The more the merrier!! ).

After school

Just less than 10 hours every single person in the school is my friend, including: Teachers,janitors,staff,President,vice president,guidance councilor,students and just every single person in the school...

I'm good at making friends.......really good......soo good.... that....I EVEN BEAT MY OWN RECORD IN MAKING NEW FRIENDS!!........

Thats the only thing that makes me happy besides that there is another fact about me that I always keep a secret,.... I am not like an ordinary person like you see everyday,

Ever since I was small, I feel I was an outcast, I don't have any friends inside and outside of school. Why? maybe its because of my eye??? I have an eye patch on my left eye ever since the day I was born, someone told the person to cover my eye so nobody could see it,I am different from them COMPLETELY different. I am not blind just to clear that out, the reason why I have an eyepatch on my left eye its because that my left eye is strange, my right eye color is Brown, but when you look at my left eye its not Brown, its purple and instead of an iris, my eye has a light purple lined star inside a thorny like circle, thats why its always covered with an eyepatch.

I always think of this Why me??? ever since I was born, I haven't lived a normal life ,because of this eye I always felt I was an outcast , because of this eye I'm always felt like a loner, because of this eye I'm starting to think that maybe I'm really a loner or ..maybe I'm mau not really be a loner ,this world is big there must be another another person in this world has the same situation as me or is it just really me... is it because I'm special??

I only live by myself in a big house, no one with me, I don't who's my parents or where they are. Well, I don't even give a..... you know the nectar word after that no need to tell right!

Picture of my house --> at the side

So that's why I decided to change bits and pieces of my appearance and my mind, since I have a weird eye, I decided to put a brown contact lense over it instead of an eyepatch, I would look much more normal, and no one would stare at me so intensely that, my face would turn like a tomato red color, well I did that and it worked! Thank God! And instead of being in mute, I un-muted myself. Even though talking is not my style,well its ok!