Very important a/n I think its called, right? Anyways at the end of the chapter please read the a/n. Um idk if its appropriate to use a trigger warning but Millie talks about herself badly in this chapter so skip to the ending and I'll have a summary so you don't miss anything. Also when Millie is in a fluent conversation with someone I bolted her lines so it's not confusing who's who. I'll also do that for texts
I walk into my math class ten minutes late because of what happened. Got a detention for being late. Stupid ass school. There is only one seat open; next to Finn. I get a little nervous but I go sit by him. He smiles at me and I smile back. I thought he didn't know I existed. Wow.
I put in my ear buds, I'm failing any ways so why not. After about 15 minutes an unfamiliar face walks in. "Millie brown?" I raise my hand nervously." Come with me I'm miss Karen the councilor"
I walk out the door to see shes not alone. That girl from the bathroom is with her.
Shit. She told. Oh god I'm dead.
We walk to her office and we sit at her desk. "Miss brown, Sadie has informed me that......she found you in the bathroom with a blade in your hand and blood on your wrists. Is this true?"
Wow how dumb are you? Of course it's true
"Yeah so?"
"Well this is very serious. You and Ms Sink will be in here the rest of the day. And you will be coming for an hour once a week, of course Sadie may accompany you if you'd like."
Are you fucking kidding me? Therapy from the school councilor for an hour a week?
This is ridiculous.
All I did was slit my wrists. Nothing is wrong with doing that if no one cares about you. I'm ugly and short and I cry too much McKenzie is dead and Miranda killed herself. If she cared about me I would've been enough to keep her alive
"You will be coming in every Friday for an hour instead of your English class. Considering you have a very high grade in that class and are ahead of every one else. And you don't have to bring Sadie in every time or even at all but she has her free period that hour and is free anytime you need her. She really does want to help you."
I look at Sadie almost in tears. I guess she does want to help and I hate walking these halls by myself. If I have to do this might as well not do it alone. Like every thing else I do in my life. Alone.
"Ok ms brown would you like to call your mom or should I?"
"NO PLEASE DON'T CALL HER!!.....please. Just don't tell her."
"Millie I have to call her, if she doesn't answer I won't leave a voice mail but if she does I'have to tell her that you were here. okay?"
"Yeah I-I guess."
She picked up the phone and dialed the number.
Ring.
Ring.
Ri- Hello?
No. Please no.
"Hello is this miss Alan
A/n read the other part on damn_its_valdez then you'll understand the two separate last names
"This is she."
"Hi I was just calling to inform you that Millie was in my office today, she was found crying on the bathroom floor and we were just making sure everything was alright."
"Oh ok...is she fine?"
"Yes she will be coming every Friday instead of her seventh period English to make sure it stays that way."
"Okay thanks for telling me, bye"
"Bye miss Alan."
The way Millie talks about her self shouldn't be how any one talks to them selves. Please don't find this as a motivation to do anything harmful towards yourself.
SUMMARY Millie got called to the councilors office because Sadie told about her cutting her self and now Millie has to go every Friday instead of 7th period English and Sadie goes if Millie wants her to. Then ms Karan the councilor calls ms Alan Millie's adoptive mom to tell her that.
Okay love you
