I know what happened

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"Ali wake up" my mom said so nice it was almost fake. "Just let me sleep" I said half awake. " but sweetie it's the first day of school" she said. I yelled "WHAT" now wide awake. "It's the first day of school" she repeated. "Just what I need, a day of torture" I said sarcastically stuffing my face in my pillow. " I promise it will get better" she said. Yeah right I thought. She said "how about you go take a shower and I'll take you by Starbucks then of to school?" "Can't turn down Starbucks " I said.

After was laying in bed for about 5 minutes I decided to go take a shower. It hurt to walk. I went into my bathroom and took of my bandage on my stomach, it killed. I looked at my self in the mirror " your so ugly " I said to my self. I hated looking in the mirror.

When I got out of the shower i put on my sweat pants like always so I could hide my bandages. I honestly didn't care what I looked like. I already made a fool of myself, what worse could I do? My mom was downstairs on the phone with somebody. All I heard was "she's fine, no thanks". Was she talking about me because truth was I wasn't fine, I was stressed.

Once I got to school I saw a lot of familiar faces. Everybody was looking at me, glaring at me. I wanted to say something but I wasn't in the mood. I heard some one say " do you know what she did?". I was pretty sure every one knew, but that sure the hell wasn't the real me.