(this series is for suicide awareness. Please read at your own risk)
I woke up to silence. The sky gray as per usual. Just silence. I wanted to sleep more so I did.
POV:Taehyung.) "Life can only get harder from here" I thought while walking down the dim lit hallway. The Blue and white tiles reflected on the dirty white brick walls. Reminds me of my middle school, I chuckled. Finally. The door. All these memories ran through my head. Junkook, the band, beautiful armys... All of them cheering... But junkook and our first kiss, I never want to forget that. I looked down at my converse, I could feel the bags under my eyes. "Ugly" I thought "I am, ugly." I thought. I touched the door knob to the dark, dark, room..'
POV:Junkook.) "I should talk to him." I thought. "We both missed our practice so maybe Ill pretend Im talking about that!"
"Junkook?" I heard jimins voice.
"Yes?'
"Are you ok?"
"Yes! Of course!" I said trembling
"Ok... Why did you miss practice?"
"Oh I wasn't I mean i was-" I had to think about this, and tae. "I wasn't feeling good!"
"Ok Ill let Jin know! He was worried."
"ok!" I was waiting until Jimin left and I couldn't hear his footsteps. I opened the door and ran outside to the garden. I saw Tae opening a door with his hood up staring at the ground. "I had to catch him before he catches me this time!" I thought. I ran as fast as I could. I reached the door that was slammed in my face. CRASH! Thunder rolled. It began to poor. It was the first time it rained or showed any sign of life around here in months! This had to be a good sign. I creeked open the door. One light was hanging over taes crying face. "Tae?" He looked up fast.
"GO AWAY" He screamed while trembling "You dont want to see this" He said trying not to continue crying. His hood fell because of how much he was shaking.
"What?" I said. But little did I know... From the dim light mixed with the green and white tiles I couldn't see, see what he was holding. He picked up a metal object, it took a second for my eyes to focus. He sat on both knees crying. And put it to his head. "NO TAE!" I screamed. I ran to him as fast as i could but then everything went white. The sound of a gunshot echoed through the room. His had dropped to the ground. "n-No-NO!" i scremed at taes body. My hands on his leg I stared at his head. My eye sight was to blurry to see anything. I moved my lips to his. I kissed him with all the energy I had when...
He kissed back. HES ALIVE. HOW? "TAE!" I screamed still crying. "OH MY GOD" I said gasping for air. I put my hand behind his head holding it up.
"I couldnt do it... Not while looking into your eyes atleast." He smiled. For the first time in months. His eyes lit up but watered with tears. I smiled back still having tears rushing down my cheeks. I couldnt see anything but tae. Then a bunch of pairs of hands touched my back. It was the rest of the band. I looked at them. They looked like they were in shock. We all looked down at Tae.
"Not to be rude but-"
"how am I alive?"
"Yes!"
"I shot behind my head last second."
"Youre such a fucking angle..." I kissed him more. I hugged him tight.
THE ENDDDD
