Is this really it

I was in a relationship with some other guy and I truly thought he was the one for me. He was sweet,loving and kind to a point whereby I thought he was too good to be true.We dated a few months then he later told me that he was seeing another girl but his done with her.I became angry then later on forgave him. We was the best but because it was a long distance relationship he started cheating again and later came up with a story that we are better of as friends because he loves the other girl more. Am still heartbroken from all of this drama to a point where I had suicidal thoughts but later realised that he was stupid to leave a girl like me, am a limited addition so there are no other copies of me