ᴊᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴊᴏsᴇᴘʜ ʟᴇᴛᴏ

some day [part 1]

my name is elizabeth, i'm 32 years old and i live in los angeles, california.

i became friends with jared since almost 10 years ago, i was really young. i was working as a photographer because i had to pay my studies but i didn't really had much money, i used to live only with my mother but the money she made wasn't enough, she passed away 2 years ago from a car accident, and from my dad, i don't know nothing about him, he left exactly one day before i was born.

jared offered me a job as a photographer for his band... 30 seconds to mars, they were desperate looking for some good photographer, but they couldn't find the right person.
but we had a friend in common, thanks to her we meet...

he never knew but i started to have strong feelings towards him, just the way he looks, talks, sings made me fall so hard for him, but i never told him because the age difference was huge and although that didn't really mattered to me i felt like a person like him could never have eyes for someone like... me, i mean, he could be my dad and i his daughter, but the worst part of all was that... he was about to marry.

her name was charlotte, she was my same age, but she was like the woman every men would ever dream of, she was gorgeous, smart, she always knew what she wanted, and she was the responsable for making us both meet.

they both got married, they invited me to their wedding, a couple months later and the friendship i had with both of them got stronger, which made me feel depressed, i loved jared, with my whole everything and i knew i could never have the chance to have something more than a friendship with him, they both loved each other so much and i wasn't going to ruin their lifes just because of my stupid feelings towards him. but oh god, how much it hurts.

1 year later they both had a girl, a precious girl, named sam, she was a total sweetheart, i loved her as if she was my own daughter, i was the one who used to take care of her while jared and charlotte were busy working or something like that.
my love for that kid was unbelievable.

time went by and sam was already 15 years old, and she... she simply forgot about me.

elizabeth's p.o.v

jared: "oh, come on, elizabeth. she would never forget about you... she's growing and she's got an attitude sometimes, i guess it's normal, but she could never hate you, she LOVES YOU!"
- he said while giving me a sweet smile.

oh, damn, that smile... was the only thing i thought at the moment.

elizabeth:  "i- i don't know, jared. it doesn't seems like it anymore."

jared: "ok, ok, i get it, i'll talk to her, i promise, but don't be like that! i don't like seeing my girl sad!"
- he approached me and gave me a hug, i felt so good between his arms, he gave me such a comforting feeling and i didn't wanted to let go.

jared: "now, i'll go and talk with charlotte about some things and youuu... young lady, should go home and take a rest because you look tired, see ya later, bye!"

elizabeth: "bye.."
i said while he passed that door.

"why? why can't i have him? why can't he love me just as i do?"
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hello y'all, so, this was the first part of a short story i wrote, i'll post the second part very soon!
i know it was really short but i promise next one it's gonna be better, ty 💌