teenage dirtbag - sam hurley (COMPLETED)

teenage dirtbag - one

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i watch her as she laughs with her boyfriend, luke. they walk down the hallways with every footstep in sync as he has his arm draped around her shoulder. they walk as i follow behind to get to my class. soon luke's hand moves from noel's shoulder to her hand. they intertwined fingers. she doesn't understand what she does to me when she holds his hand.

i know when she feels uncomfortable, her cheeks start to get a rosy pink color. her worst fear is dying, she hates knowing her life might end one day and she will never know when. she's a shy girl, but she keeps this image that she is very outgoing. she never let's people see her crack.

    you might be wondering, how do you know who she is? you have never talked to her blah blah blah. i know she knows i exist, and she has talked to me a couple of times. but only in one word answers. i want to be the one that she is calling at 1 am to come pick her up when she can't sleep, the one who makes her laugh, the one that takes her to school dances.

   i am not one of the most popular boys, but i do get chicks ;) but not noel. i want her. and only her. i have tried to get over her and get a girlfriend, but it's never the same. i know that i love her. when i'm with any other female i think of her.

   i walk into class and there she is sitting at her lab table twirling her hair and blowing bubbles with her gum. ah that makes me melt inside. i'm thankful that her boyfriend isn't in this class. yet he wouldn't care if i stared at her the whole class. let's talk about luke. he is the varcity football team captain and every girl drools at the thought of him. i know him, he doesn't care about noel. he cares about football and his own well-being.

   it surprises me that luke chose to date noel. noel is popular but not as popular as some girls. they have only been together for 2 months. i hope it ends soon, but not noel being heartbroken.

during class i look at her momentarily not trying to look like a creep. i can talk to any other girl, but i can't come up with the courage to talk to her. watch, one day i will. class ends, and that was the last class of the day, so i walk out. i get into my audi, and drive home.

i lay on my bed watching youtube videos on how to talk to the girl you like. none of them help. i've watched a lot of them and figured they don't help yet i still come back desperate for advice.

i have about 5 different girls snapchatting me, but i don't want to even open them. i'm staying loyal to noel even though she isn't my girlfriend. good thing i am preparing.

as i settle down for bed, it is about 11 pm. i know she's with him. i just know it. better yet, i see luke's snapchat story, and they are hanging out. she's be mine one day.

T E E N A G E   D I R T B A G

her name is noel
i have a dream about her
she rings my bell
i got gym class in half an hour
oh how she rocks
in keds and tube socks
but she doesn't know who i am
and she doesn't give a damn about me
- teenage dirtbag by wheatus