Secret (Larry Stylinson)

Prologue

/So I'm going to try writing a story, hope it turns out okay, I will try my best with the whole updating ordeal but let's give it a go. Here's a little Larry pic on the side to enjoy ;)\

Harry's POV

I'm going to do it. I'm finally going to tell Louis, my bestfriend of four years that I'm in love with him and have been ever since I bumped into him in the toilets at X Factor.

I just can't help it. I've tried, oh, believe me I've tried to stop loving him but just as I believe that I've stopped, he smiles at me and those feelings just come crawling back to me when all I want to do is stash them in a deep dark hole in my backyard. Okay so that was harsh but I'm serious.

And when he looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes-

I just want to hit myself over the head with a shovel.

Like repeatedly.

I guess I just need to let it all out and more importantly see where we both stand. There's these times where I think he feels the same like when he holds my hand, ruffles my curls and says he loves me. But then there are those moments where he's getting defensive about Larry when asked about it interviews and lets not forget about when he tweeted someone saying that our bromance was bullshit.

It's an understatement to say this whole thing isn't confusing as hell.

But it doesn't matter, I'm telling him as soon as he walks through that door.

Okay so I'm going to wait a few hours maybe to build up courage but I'm doing it tonight.

Maybe I should do it tomorr-

No, tonight. Its happening tonight. And I'm going to get it over and done with as fast as I can.

I jumped off the kitchen counter and made my way over to the couch in Louis and my apartment. He went out tonight with friends, usually he would ask me to join but not tonight. Something was different. But it's eleven-thirty at night so he should be home soon. Just as I thought that, I hear keys rattling in the door, I took a deep breath. Harry, you can do this. He's your bestfriend, even if he doesn't feel the same, he'll support you. The door opened and I see his head pop through the door.

"Hazz?" Louis asked, I stood up from the couch and walked towards him talking another deep breath. I looked down at my feet.

"Louis, I need to tell you something-" I looked up and stopped my sentence because Louis wasn't alone. There was a girl next to him, I, of course knew exactly who she was considering I introduced the two of them.

"Hey, Harry, good to see you," She said to me with a smile. I frowned and looked back at Louis who was staring at me.

"Okay, um, Harry, you know how I was out with friends tonight? Well I kinda lied. I was with Eleanor because well, Harry, she's my girlfriend," Louis explained. My heart broke in two.

Can someone hand me that shovel now please?