You Deserve This

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It hurts, doesn't it?
The exclusion.
Doesn't it hurt you so much more deeply than you could have imagined, dear Totty?
I truly dislike assisting in bringing such a fate to any of my most treasured siblings.
However, you have to admit out of all of them you are the most deserving.
This anguish you feel, this unimaginable pain;
I have felt it.
Now it is your turn.
Maybe once you become part of our family again you will understand how I feel... hopefully you won't resent me for allowing you to go through this. Hopefully it will bring us closer together.
Even if that's not the case you deserve to feel this.
You deserve to be left out.
How you treat all the rest of us... True, we all treat each other like inconsequential garbage, but you are the worst of us.
You have always been a heartless monster, so you deserve this.
Don't cry little brother, it's not forever.
It's different with you; our brothers still love you, of course they'll take you back.
I am only here because I survived you all this long.
None of you will ever know what it is like to be so unwanted.
But here, my dear brother, is a small glimpse of what I've had to suffer through, a small teeny tiny little idea of the torture I have had to face because of you all.
And now that you get to experience it firsthand, it's something that links the two of us.
We all once abandoned Osomatsu, but we still loved him so much.
Choromatsu, Ichimatsu, and Jyushimatsu have never experienced anything like this, but now you... You get to know what it's like to find apathy instead of the love that should be there
You get to know what I have felt and doesn't it fucking hurt?!
Doesn't it just make you want to shrivel up and die?!
Doesn't it make you feel how worthless you must truly be??
This is a fraction of the pain that you all have brought up on me and I'm sorry I am for making you feel it but I'll still make you feel it because you deserve it, Todomatsu.
Feel my pain.
I love you, little brother.

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