Angel of Light [English Version] (Completed)

Chapter 10: Became one ❤️

The lights of the city were reflected in the window of the penthouse as white snowflakes began to fall slowly, almost magically outside.

Lexa did not pay attention to the white snowflakes but instead, was absolutely spellbound watching something even more beautiful as an Angel of Light was standing in front of her. She was an incredible woman who had captivated her so suddenly, that she did not have time to raise her high walls of protection or to feel her fears, she could not resist the strength and intensity of her light, which had simply possessed her body and soul.

Clarke was standing next to the black leather sofa, in the middle of the room with a faint smile on her face, she was feeling a little nervous and uncomfortable by the silence that had persisted between them after Lexa invited her to go home with her and had helped her get her coat.

Even though Clarke could not see Lexa, she could feel the tense energy in the air and could hear the strong and racing heart of the dark-haired doctor. Lexa's breathing was rapid abnormal, even the intense heat that began to radiate from her skin, causing the Chanel perfume that was wearing to seem more intense and stronger, which made her feel sensations inside her whole body.

Lexa looked at Clarke as she thought how to keep resisting what she felt so strongly inside her. Her body betrayed her, she was weak in the face of the enormous desire to feel that beautiful and enigmatic young woman's body in front of her, there at that very moment, without any interruptions.

After such an emotional moment in the pub, as Lexa found herself under the spell of that Angel's voice, and that last song that had simply swept away of her caution, she did not want to go to her apartment without Clarke. The time had come to face her fears, to finally accept the pure and clear reality, her heart was beating again. The warmth of her feelings overwhelmed her completely, and the one responsible for that was the artist, whom she wanted in body and soul.

When it was time to say goodbye to Clarke, Lexa could not resist her feelings, she could not and did not want to let Clarke go. Ignoring that voice inside her mind, which was still trying to stop her from giving in to her feelings, she had invited Clarke not only to her apartment, but to cross that invisible line that they had both marked, and Clarke accepted the invitation without hesitation, which indicated to Lexa that the desire to cross the line was mutual.

Her heart and mind battled for one last time, it was time to either give into the passionate feelings that Clarke made her feel, or go back to her professionalism and put finally that distance between herself and her patient forever.

Her doubts and fear enveloped her, she tried to make that decision but it was almost impossible. Especially because she did not want to hurt Clarke again, but deep in her soul she was terrified.

Clarke, on the other hand, had sensed the dilemma in her doctor's mind and knew that Lexa was frightened by the whirlwind of feelings and sensations they both felt for each other. It was like a huge wave of passion was sweeping them up and they could not stop it.

The artist knew that the dilemma Lexa was facing was very intense and that she would have to take that first step, to give her confidence, security, warmth, protection. Although she also feared the result of putting too pressure on the situation in which they found themselves in. Her heart was beating so hard for Lexa, that if Lexa would suddenly leave her that would hurt her again. But she told herself that this invitation meant something, it meant that Lexa's high walls were beginning to crumble and that a part inside her Doctor wanted her and felt the same attraction as she did and it was time to find out.

Without thinking for another a second, she moved closer to Lexa and placed her hands onto the surprised face of the doctor, who watched her with passion in her eyes. The brunette knew she had lost the battle, her walls were down, her soul exposed and her body was on fire.