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by HoodDracula

by HoodDracula

My dearest love,

I hope this new day has brought u peace & love...my love, as always...

I was worried last night, worried u wouldn't be able to come to me...I sat in my car & waited...didn't care how long I had to wait for u...I'll always wait for u baby love...I love u..

When u finally did come to me, I felt such relief💯...I was afraid u wouldn't be able to meet me...I can't take this sometimes...I hate the thought of u getting in trouble with him to come & meet me...u should be with me love💯...I'm more than ready to make it official...I respect ur wishes tho, but I promise u this...if ever he gets outta pocket I'ma fuck him up...straight💯...Real talk...I can't stand seeing u sad...I can't stand seeing u down...I know he loves u but I love u too...& I want u with me...

Tonight is my last night in the hotel room...I want u here with me... I'm leaving to go back to New Orleans tomorrow evening...gotta go make that money...plus I have to go to the bank...I have to get things in order for me to move...like I told u last night, I'm moving in that condo apartment building until our house is built...I'll have to meet with the contractors soon to draw up some plans but I wish u could be there...to give ur touch...tell them what u want love, they'll make it come to life....

I'm dead serious about this...I've invested a lot of money already...plus I had to give the first & last month's rent & a deposit...I can move in sometime next week but I'm stuck with a $3000 plus trip to Greece in two weeks...thinking about asking Hassan if he would like the trip...if it weren't for him...I wouldn't be here right now...now I feel differently about going there...part of me still wants to go...part of me feels that I should go, to give u some space from me..😔

It's just that I really hated being away from u for so fucking long...now that we've been seeing each other again it's completely changed my life...I love u so much...but knowing I'm causing u pain ...causing u to have to go thru the arguments...kills me...I never wanted to bring any strife to ur life but baby, I want to be with u...I want u here with me...why else would I spend all of that money buying the piece of land u love? I'm only returning to New Orleans to stack up some more largent...got a few gigs coming up before my trip...if only I could sell my ticket...but I hate to procrastinate...I think I need to do this love...I need to go back...

I know u don't want me to; this knowledge is breaking my heart...I only planned this trip bcuz I was in turmoil...I was in shambles...I thought u didn't want me anymore...so before I'd try the third attempt at killing myself, I just figured I should go see where I come from...where I was made....where I was sold...someday I'd love to take u on a trip overseas...I know we've road tripped a bit in our day...but I'm talking as in the future, as in a family trip...or a honeymoon😏♥...wherever u want to go...💯

Right now, all I can do is think of ur sweet love...I'm afraid that tonight will be very hard for me bcuz I never like to see u go away from me...I want u to come stay with me tonight....I don't care what excuse u need to make...please baby...my sanity depends upon it...I need u here with me...I need to be able to spend time with just u before I go back...

When u left me last night, I cried...cried myself into a stupor...this is getting so hard for me love, as I'm sure it's hard for u...I'm sorry it's taken me so long to write this ...but I was fucked up...worried about u...I worry about u so fucking much I make myself crazy...

Hopefully this weed can calm me down...wish u was here with me right now...fuck...getaway if u can...please baby...if u can't spend the day...spend the night...I don't care which so long as I see u...so long as I can be with u love...I'm in room 121...call me if u need me to come get u💯....the kids can go swimming in the pool...tell him anything, just get here to me...

I apologize for this...it's just that I need u...need to be near u...fuck, maybe ur sick of me by now😔...I just wanted to see u...

If u can't, I understand...but know I will see u before I leave...when I move down here, everything will be better...you'll see...u won't have to worry...u surprised me when u said that once I got back to New Orleans I'd wild out...no, baby...this I assure u....ur the only woman I want...I need...ur going to be the last woman I ever sleep with...you'll see...

I have to go back to make some money...I need to pack my shit...I need to tighten up all loose ends there...I'm dead set on relocating closer to u my love...I'm not going back to fuck up💯...I need to visit Mother Dear's grave quite a bit before I leave...I'll be leaving her😔

Well baby, I need to get high right now...I promise I'll write u again later when my feelings are straight😔...I still want u here tho...

I'm sorry if I got u in any kind of trouble, but I swear my word is bond...I will hurt him💯...I love u girl♥love u so much it hurts...

Infinitely yours,

Damien