Never Ending Love (Lullie+1D) SLOW UPDATES UNTIL JANUARY

Chapter 56

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Wes' POV

I wake up laying in bed. My throat is burning and my heart hurts. Literally.

I look over to my right to see my mum, Ansley, dad, and Eleanor. They are all asleep, and Ansley is sleeping on an extra hospital cot. I try to say something, but I physically can't.

So instead, I take the book from beside me and throw it on the ground. Everyone sits up, wide awake.

"How the check did I get here?!" Ansley shouts.  Mum gives me a stern look and dad chews in his lower lip, anxiously.

"Ethan called us honey, said you were at his house," mum says. "Great, do I can't trust him either?  Fabulous," Ansley replies, sarcastically.

"Ansley, I'm really sorry," dad says, standing up and sitting on her bed beside her, "I really didn't mean for any of that to happen, and I meant nothing that I said. Please forgive me."

Ansley smiles and leans in his chest, allowing him to wrap his arm around her.  "Consider yourself forgiven," she says.

Dad gives me a hug before sitting down beside Ansley again.  "I'm happy you're okay son, but you can't let this happen again," he tells me, "Be careful, okay?"

I nod. "C'mon Wes, use your words," Ansley teases. I say that I am trying, but no noise comes out, just the heavy urge to cough.

"What?" Eleanor asks. I say that I can't, again, no noise comes out.  I start coughing like crazy until mum hands me a water which I gratefully drink all of. 

Dad presses the red button to call in a doctor and mum starts panicking. Ansley covers her mouth and whispers, "What have I done?"

She runs out of the room just as a doctor runs in.  "What is the problem?" he asks.

"He can't talk," Eleanor panics, eyes filling up with tears quickly. The doctor nods. 

"He'll talk again eventually," he says, "He just might not be able to sing or anything like that. But he was a football player, so it doesn't really matter."

Oh, but it does really matter.  My eyes widen.

"What?" dad asks.  I can't face him and tell him that I can sing. Thankfully, I can't talk. 

I shake my head and attempt my best smile, but inside, I am dying.

My dad sighs. "I really hope this all goes well," he sighs, before getting up, probably to go find Ansley.

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Ansley's POV

I find myself running to a shower room, where I splash water on my face and attempt to rid myself of the guilt that is bearing down on me. I take out my phone for the first time today, and it is blowing up with Twitter notifications.

They are all in response to what I posted last night. 

@AnsleyHemmingsXx

I wish tonight wouldn't have happened. I feel like it's all my fault. I'm so sorry @WestonJamesOfficial, @Luke5SOS, and @EllieHemmingsOfficial.

@HailyIsASexyBeast

No one wants to hear your sorrowful shit @AnsleyHemmingsXx. Think of someone other than yourself for once.

@AnnaKirkland

Seriously @AnsleyHemmingsXx it's obnoxious.

@GiaTheBabe

@AnsleyHemmingsXx CAN YOU NOT JUST SHUT UP ABOUT YOURSELF?!

@BreeHarley

Bitch please, Haily is the one suffering here, not you!

"Bitch please, Haily is just being Haily," I sigh. I look down and seem something, a piece of glass.

I take a deep breath and tell myself no. But then my heart screams that I deserve it. I'm a friendless bitch who hurt her own brother.

I make one small cut on my thigh, and a shaky breath escapes me, chilling me down to bone. I can't just do it once.

I cut myself a few more times before stopping to wipe up the blood, so no one will notice. I pull my skirt back down and walk out the door, instantly running into someone.

"Oof," he puffs. I look up and smile, so does he.

"Ansley, I was looking for you," Zain says, innocently shoving his hands into his letter jacket pockets.  "Well, here I am," I say, smiling a little.

"My parents left, so I'm with you guys for a month now," he says. I nod. "Cool, we'll be besties," I say, laughing slightly, "I'll show you the ropes and stuff, since you're basically like a one month foreign exchange student. "

"Yeah," he says, smiling, but not showing teeth. "So, you wanna walk back to Wes' room with me, I guess?" I ask.

"Sure," he replies, shrugging. We walk back.

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Luke's POV

I wander the hallways searching for me until I run into Zain.

"Hi Luke," he says, "Mum and dad dropped me off here, I'm with you all now."

"Okay," I reply, smiling, "Can you do me a favor and help me look for Ansley?  She needed to cool off and I can't find her now."

"Sure," he replies. I nod and we go our seperate ways.

I look for her until I find Ellie, doing the same. I put my hand around her waist.

"I don't know what I did this time," I sigh. 

"You didn't do anything," she says, "Ansley just feels kind of guilty about this all, I'm sure. It isn't your fault. She even put an apology up on Twitter, and her most recent post says, "I love my daddy."

I smile. "Really?  I didn't see that."

"Yeah, it isn't about you honey, it's just some extra guilt," she says.  

I see Zain and Ansley coming down the hallway. Ellie and I pull her into a huge hug, which she accepts gratefully.

"I love you," I whisper into her ear. "I love you both so much," she breathes. I run my hand through her hair.

She's okay.  She loves me.

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*Smile grows really slowly*

But not really Luke. But not really...

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