Demi Lovato's secret

Worst day ever

Ruby's POV

Hi i am Ruby i am 21 years old(By the way Demi is 20 years old in this book) I was sleeping in the bed with my boyfriend but there something that never feels right to me today there is gonna be another tour with Demi she is so supportive and so funny and nice.I was best friends with her since we were like five or four as i woke up.I went to shower and change and then i went and made breakfast and then i heard footsteps"Hi"My boyfriend said but i said nothing i was remembering the lyrics for all the songs so that i will not mess up"Hellooooo you"My boyfriend said but i said nothing"Hey Bitch"He said and i just turned around"What?"I asked"Oh now you listen to me so always that i have to talk to you i have to call you a bitch?"My boyfriend asked"What do you mean?"I asked"You.The only thing that you do is go on tour with the Demi girl you never have time for me you just have time for her why is that do you love me or her?"He asked me"Of course i  love you"I said"THEN WHY ARE YOU NOT SHOWING IT.I HAVE ENOUGH. THIS IS TO MUCH"My boyfriend shouted"OKAY IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I AM NOT YOUR DOLL TO KEEP YOU HAPPY YOU KNOW I HAVE A LIFE TOO AND IT IS NOT A BORNING ONE LIKE YOU HAVE I CAN HAVE FUN AND I CAN DO WHAT I REALLY LOVE AND YOU ARE NOT EVEN HAPPY FOR ME"I shouted back"MY LIFE IS NOT BORING"He shouted "You work in an ice cream truck compare that to being a backup singer it is boring"I shouted with tears"WELL AT LEAST I MIGHT KEEP MY VOICE NOT LIKE YOU COULD LOSE IT EVERY DAY"He shouted i felt a sting on my cheek and then i relized that he slapped me and i just started to cry"AND DOES DEMI EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU?"He asked"Of course.."I said and  looked at the floor"See she doesn't care and i always cared about you"He said"Oh"I said and looked at the floor still crying"What oh"He asked"You said cared that is in the past so you don't care about me anymore?"I asked"You know what fuck you"He shouted and he left and then i broke down in tears and then i saw my phone calling and i saw it was Demi and i just could not accept the call her.I saw 29 voice calls  from Demi and i started to listen to them"Hi Ruby i just want to see if you are okay for today's tour"Demi said and i just listen to the other voice calls"Ruby are you okay?"And then i thought that she cared but i didn't believe that i started to go to the last one"Please Ruby you always pick up right away.Are you okay?Please i care about you.I am coming to you right now i am on my way"Demi said and then when the voice call's ended i was on the floor sitting by the  fireplace looking at the flames crying.I had an blade in my hand next to my wrist and then i heard the door opening"Ruby?"I heard someone shouting and then I just did some scars and then  heard someone coming to me"Ruby what are you doing?"I heard a voice as the person sat down next to me"Please put it down"The person said and took the blade out of my hand.I just started to cry and the person hugged me and then I realized that it was Demi"Shh it's okay"Demi whispered after some minutes.I calmed down and then we pulled away and I whiped my tears away then i heard my phone beeping and i just picked it up and looked who it was and i saw that it was from my boyfriend"We are breaking up"He wrote and my hands started to shake and the phone fell from my hands to the floor"Max just broke up with me"I said"Omg"Demi said and just pulled me to her and hugged me"Everything is gonna be okay"Demi said"How do you know Max was the only one that cared about me"I said"Listen maybe he was not the one and if a boy brokeup with you by text them.He first of all is a jerk and second of all he does not deserve you"Demi said and i just smiled"But i have no one that care's about me"I said"Yes you do"Demi said"Who"I asked"Well me,all of the team and my family just love's you"Demi said and i just smiled"Yay i made you smile"Demi said with a cute face"Are you ready for the tour?"Demi asked and i just took a deep breath"Yeah it will help me to take my mind off all of this"I said and smiled"That's the best"Demi said and smiled"I can help you if you want"Demi said"No it is okay"I said"If you are gonna need me just call me"Demi said and hugged me"This same for you"I said"See you in an hour"Demi said and left and then i started to get my things ready and i just saw a picture of Max and me  so i just took the picture and took it to instagram and i just  putted us apart a little bit like this