Best Mistake I Ever Had

Im Louise and Im in a relationship with my long time boyfriend Zander, 3 yrs and 4 months na kami to be exact. I met him when I was still a 2nd yr high school too young to be in love. Now na 1st yr college na ako, Im starting to fall out of love. What should I do?

Zander caling....

Me: hhmmm what?

Him: Hey babe Im so sorry i can't leave to my basketball practice today. Sorry di kita mahahatid

Me: You know what? Bahala ka sa buhay mo!

I turn off my phone dahil alam kong wala naman syang ibang gagawin kung hindi ang suyuin ako. Im sick of almost everything. Im starting to become a bitch para lang sya na ang umayaw sa relationship na to. I still care for him at ayaw ko na masaktan sya ng sobra.

Palabas na ako ng University ng biglang sumulpot si Kevin sa harapan ko, all this time alam ko naman na may gusto sya sa akin eh.

Kevin: Pauwi ka na ba Louise nasan ang boyfriend mo???

Me: He is busy

Kevin: You know what? I can always make time to you

Me: Thats very sweet

Kevin: Im good in math

Me: Anong connect?

Kevin: Ayy akala ko we are talking about something we could cheat on

He is obviously flirting

Me: I like that idea

i smile seductively

Kevin: What about your boyfriend?

Me: I dont care about him

"Really?"

Kilala ko kung kanino galing ang boses na yun, unti unti akong humarap sa likod and i see him

Zander: tumakas ako ng practice para lang mahatid ka tas eto lang pala ang maaabutan ko???

Kevin: Back off dude she already dumped you!

Then he turn around and walk away, walk away with my life.

Hindi ko na alam ang nangyari lutang ang utak ko, hindi ko na alam paano ako nakauwi ng condo unit ko ng si Zander lang ang iniisip ko. The moment na tumalikod sya, kahit wala syang sinabi alam kong nasasaktan sya. Why am i feeling this? Eto naman ang gusto kong mangyari di ba? Bakit hindi ako masaya? Madaling araw na gising na gising pa din ang diwa ko ng bigla ng lang may narinig ako inggay, pagtingin ko si Zander nasa labas at hampas ng hampas sa pinto ko...

Him: Louise kausapin mo naman ako!

Binuksan ko na ang pinto bago pa magising mga katabing unit ko.

Me: Zander bat ka nandito???

Him: Ayaw mo na ba sa akin dahil wala akong time sayo? Aalis na ako ng basketball team. Kung di ka pa rin kuntento lilipat ako ng course para pareho tayo ng schedule

Me: Hindi mo naii..

Him: Nagsasawa ka na ba sa akin kasi sobrang tagal na nating magkasama? Sige payag akong sumama ka sa iba basta ako pa rin ang mahal mo ha?

Nakaluhod na syang umiiyak at yakap yakap ang mga binti ko

Me: Zander tama na

Tinignan nya ako

Him: Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko pag nawala ka, kaya please ako lang ang mahalin mo? Mahal mo naman ako di ba?

Hindi ko napigilan pa at umiyak na ako

Me: Im so sorry

Him: Please dont say that I love you so much. Dont do this.

I cant remember why i end up saying i dont love him anymore, when in reality I just want to have his attention cause lately i've been wanting for more. How can i make this guy in front of me cry? Im being selfish.

Me: Im sorry for being a bitch I just want your attention thats all. Sorry for everything, I made a big mistake.

His eyes are still teary yet he stand up to face me

Him: If our relationship is a mistake, then you're the best mistake i ever had

Then everything went magical when he kiss me.

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Author's Note:

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