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[Y/N & J-Hope] As Friends

Y/N POV

"Min Y/N, I, Jung Hoseok, like you."

Shit. What? Who would've known, the biggest sunshine that I've ever known in my life, would like a messed up wreck like me?

I looked at his almond eyes, I don't know what to say. I don't wanna hurt him, but my rejection will hurt him... so much. Internally.

'Sorry Hobi... but the flame to my torch is Jungkook...'

I took a deep breath and gathered enough courage to reject him, or friendlier, friendzone him.

"Sorry..- Hobi." I apologized. "But I don't feel the same way..."

Hobi smiled sadly and looked down. I could tell he was about to cry. No shit for a rejection I guess. Love's so complicated.

"I know." He responded. "Who would even love me anyway?"

'Shit.' I thought.

"Hobi, no..." I said.

I dropped a few tears and hugged him tightly. He immediately hugged me back, basically taking over my small but skinny body.

"Someone will love you. You will meet someone out of the 7.5 billion people on this planet one day and not even notice that they'll become your soulmate in the end.. It's just that I'm not the one for you."

Hobi released from the hug, but still held me in his arms.

"How would you know?" He asked.

I smiled while fixing his hair and removing the tears from his eyes.

"Because you're an amazing person Hoseok." I said. "And I hope you can cherish that in your heart for the rest of your life."

Hoseok had more tears coming up his eyes and couldn't bear but to kiss my cheek.

"?!"
"Thank.. you so much.. honestly." He said.

I smiled and patted his head like I would always do.

"We can stay as friends though, if you want." I said.
"Yeah... as long as I'm still around you, I'll be fine."
"Are you sure?"

He nodded.

"Of course I'm sure. I'm always sure about what I say."

Yoongi POV

Damn, what the fuck did I just eavesdrop.

To reduce awkwardness, I went up to them and revealed myself. Y/N and Hoseok both looked at me as I waved at them.

"Yoongi..." Y/N said.

Hoseok's eyes widened. I don't know what he's scared about, but I'm definitely not going to say much.

"Yoon-"
"Why do you look so scared? Do I look that threatening?" I asked, offended.

Hoseok immediately shook his head.

"No no. Of course not... did you hear everything?"
"I mean, I was just passing by." I said. "You know, grabbing a coffee and such. Until I heard voices in this room, so yeah."
"Man... this is awkward. I wanted to keep it between me and Y/N."

I sighed and sat on a nearby bench.

'Why confess in the dance studio?' I thought. 'It's not a really private place to say personal feelings, am I right?'

"I've been handling with too many secrets, so It's fine. I won't say it to the others."

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Yoongi POV

I headed out of my studio, finally done writing a song. I headed to Y/N's studio, curious about what she did so far, but she was no where to be find.

"Y/N?" I called.

Her computer was still on. I looked at what she was looking at as I started feeling sick to the stomach.

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Anonymous
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Beware, the 8th of May.

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"Shit shit SHIT!" I said, realizing something and sprinting out of the studio.
"Yoongi?!" Hoseok exclaimed.

May 8th. That's today.