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[Y/N & Suga] "I'm Sorry.. I Love You."

Quick disclaimer: this chapter has 1k+ words, so even if it's long, this chapter is really, and what I mean by really, REALLY REALLY important to the whole series. So I hope you gather enough patience to read through this chapter. Thank you and have a good read.

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Shoot. This is bad. Where the hell did she go? I thought. My heart pounded louder and louder by the second, and it was so unbearable to the point where I wanted to throw up. It must've thought I was dying, but I was already. Getting diagnosed with lung cancer was a stab in the heart, and I knew I'd receive another if the worst had come to show itself and take my sister away from the surfaces of the Earth. Away from me.

Strangers glanced at me as if I were some kind of freak in desperate need of stronger prescriptions. Some snapped photos of me, intruded my personal space, and invaded my troubled mind with questions I couldn't answer. I ignored them - I even shoved some away from me - while frantically searching for Y/N. I would nearly trip over myself every once in a while, but my legs would continue to move forward regardless. It was as though I had lost myself inside a nightmare I couldn't escape. Except, I really did lose someone.

I lost my sister. I lost her.

Why? Why did it have to be like this?

Y/N's POV

I need to find them, I thought. I have to. Today's the day. I have to do this, before it's too late.

Why do people hate Jungkook so much? Why? What the hell did he do? What did he even do to deserve this kind of threat? A knot forms in my stomach, gripping me and my ability to breathe. So many times have I been nervous, anxious, yet what I'm feeling right now, what I'm going through right now, it's beaten me up to the core. I'm scared, I'm so scared.

I stopped walking lifelessly as I wiped all my tears. That's when I realized how...

"Yoongi?"

Yoongi's a very... very important person to me.

Back to Yoongi's POV

Hah. Just when I was trying to find Y/N, I see Jungkook and Jimin acting all lovey-dovey. Isn't this fucking amazing?

They were on the other side of the road, holding hands and laughing at each other's jokes. Infuriated, I shouted at them, "Jeon Jungkook!"

They both turned around, the smile on their faces still carved on their lips. They're happy, he's happy.

Y/N... I'm so sorry, I thought.

"Hyung?" Jungkook responded to my call, a little intimidated by my intonation of voice. "What are you d—"

I furrowed my eyebrows upon hearing my name escape his lips. My fists clenched with fury, I let go of my anger and impulse control as I delivered a punch to Jungkook's face, the latter falling onto the ground and groaning in pain.

"Oh my God!" Jimin, now terribly alarmed by the sudden attack, hurried to check on Jungkook to see if he was okay. "Yoongi hyung, what's gotten into you?!"