At rubys house........ Ruby looks at me and ceasar "Damn,this is wierd"he says confused.I roll my eyes "says the one with a book on how to get laid"I say to ruby annoyed.Jamal coughs fakly."How does ceasar get a hot girl like that?"Jamal sais skepticalating.Me and ceasar both laugh."poor monse" I say softly.Ceasar comes from behind me and puts his arms around me.He wispers in my ear "Its okay,its not your fault" .Ruby and jamal laugh."Ceasar,thats what you think,not me and jamal"Ruby sais angrily.Ceasar looks at ruby in the eyes "If your gonna be like that the we will both leave,Ceasar sais protectivly.And he takes my hand and we leave."so you just leave us for that girl just like you did monse"Jamal yells.
Oskars house,mine and ceasars room...... Tears fill my eyes as I cry softly in ceasars arms "They hate me!!!" I yell.Oskars sitting in the door way watching as ceasar pets my hair.Suddenly I realize whats been going on the whole time.Ceasar and oskar have been fighting over me.I look up at ceasar and then at oskar.And I run out of the house crying.I feel like ever since my parents died everything Ive touched has fallen apart.I run to the cemetery.And as I get there my breathing stops.I havent been here since the funeral.I knkw this will hurt.But I need to see them.I walk past the gate and through the endless graves.I find them,my parents and as I do my heart stops.I start screaming in pain.I start pulling my hair.I cant breath."Its all my fault!!!"I scream.Suddenly it stops and I feel numb but tired.I lay by there graves and fall asleep.But Im not really asleep for I have no dream.Not a nightmare but nothing.I feel nothing....
When I wake up...... My head hurts as I lift it fron the grave stone.I dust myself off silently.I walk home.The pain is gone and in its place us emptiness.
Home......... I was my face and get dressed for bed.Ceasar looks at me worry in his eyes for me "What happened?"he asks softly.I roll my eyes "stop acting like you care" I say emotionless.His eyebrows furrow in confusion."If you dont want me to care then what do you want?"he asks confused.I think about it.I want the pain to never come back.I want to never feel again.I want to stay like this.I walk forward towards him "I want you less talk more fun"I say .He looks at me confused "your hurt,this isnt you"he sais worried.I roll my eyes "This is now so deal with it"I say.And with that I place my lips on his and he puts his arms around me.I rip his shirt of quickly.And he lifts me up.He wipes everything off of the table and places me on top of it.I pull off my shirt.And ceasar gently sucks my neck.I start to moan in pleasure.But right then ceasar looks up "this is wrong"he sais worried.And he puts his shirt on.I sigh and roll my eyes"how"I say annoyed.Ceasar looks at me pain in his eyes."You are to numb to feel love.And I want it to be love not pleasure when we touch"he sais softly.I put on my shirt and go to sleep annoyed.
Morning......... I dress into this...
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As I walk out of the bathroom oskar and ceasar look at me and nearly drool.I look at ceasar "are we going to school or what?"I say .Ceasar follows me out the door like hes in a trance.
At school........ As soon as I walk through the gate all the guys stare at me thirstly.A group of girls walk torwards me.The blonde one in the middle walks up to me.Obviously the leader of the group."Your the new girl here at ridgewood right?"she asks curiously.I reply "yes,do you know were to have fun around here"I ask curiously.She laughs "just stick with us and Im sure youll have tons of fun"she sais confident.I shrug my shoulders and walk with them to class and as I do ceasar looks at me dissapointed.I roll my eyes.They all introduce themselves.The leaders name is kristy.The other two,kristys minions are mindy and cindy.They are twins.
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