Dear My Heart

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Dear My Heart,

That day I still remember. I thought it was just another day as before. But oh how I thought wrong. That is to you I first laid my eyes on. As you entered my shop that's full of fragrance and multihued flowers, a smile grace upon my lips as you looked straight into my hazel eyes and spoke.
"Why're you smilin' huh? There's nothin' funny Man! You look like crazy!" you sassed but still my smile remained.
"Because I'm surrounded by flowers ma'am. Anyway how can I help you with?" you snort but answered me any way.
"I need one bouquet of fresh blue rose, no thorns and not too long and don't use plastic to wrap it, just use any blue colored thing to wrap and lastly I want it done when I fetched it tomorrow." you said but I can't help but stare at your beauty.
You are like a rose. So beautiful but could be a curse. What a fighter do we have here, I thought.

Days, weeks and months passed by and you keep coming with rude remarks. But I know better for secretly you smiled behind that. And all I did was laugh with a little chokes and pants. But last couple of weeks was an exception, for I had to pay a visit the man with a white coat. Then in the next morning you asked.
"Why didn't you opened yesterday?"
The good ambiance that surrounded us seems to disappear with a guard. As ever so slightly, I felt my lips twitched from my ceaseless smile.
"It was nothing, I was just a little sick." smiling I say.
But did you really believed me my Heart?

And again the day I dreaded the most came. I lied in a bunk with tubes and pipes inserted upon me. Couple of hours, in that place, you and I bumped. Unexpectedly, there you saw in me. I am an offspring of a royalty, but like others, my life cannot be spared. I felt it, the drop of clear saline fluid, but still a smile is being spread across my lips.
"You're so unfair!" with a high pitched voice you say but to me it is realizable. You argue to rectify.
"But how can we stop the inevitable?" I asked. How my Heart?

The following day I am so happy. Because for the first time you go out with me. We spend the whole day laughing, playing, teasing and enjoying each others company. Out in blue, the pain that shoot up upon my chest was uncalled for. But as I saw that twinkle in your eyes, I brushed it off with a little vain. That night together we hold hands. Unnerved but still you blurted out.
"I Love You Iuhence.... " as the wind brush past your heart shape face to your long chestnut colored hair and your deep set of big brown eyes staring at me in all seriousness and love, Oh! The joy I had gained!
But I just smiled at you with sad eyes. Because I know the only thing I can and could gave to you is a piece of threnody. And I know you know it too my Heart.

This may be the last, last of all the letters I have. I vanished to avoid you any pain. Because like a beauty that is as evanescent as a butterfly, I gave colorful memories like a rainbow after a rain. And as the rainbow I had created with you disappear, don't make a fuss, for it can gave you a precious remembrance that could put up a tangible smile upon your face.
Beautiful face but fierce and rude. Even the rare sweetness of an attitude and smiles. Once and for all I remember and I recall.
I hope you understood my Rose, my Legionnaire, my Valentina. The plea that I wanted for you to hear in that clear cold night.
"I Love You My Heart.... "

Your Thorn,
Iuhence Chui