BEAUTY WITHIN SCARS

CHAPTER 1:

Madelives Pov:

I was born in maldives and lived in bora bora but I finished high school in London United Kingdom. I know you are thinking that I have it all but if im being honest I do.

I suffer from anxiety and depression.

Most people think that depression is a disorder whereby you are absolutely numb to your surroundings but when depressed one can feel everything but cant do anything.

I also have a serious anxiety disorder. And sometimes my brain shuts down completely or it releases hormones of fear making you break down completely. I was diagnosed at the age of 10 when I was first sexually harassed by my stepfather when my mom passed. Pretty much untill I left bora bora and came to live with my aunt Jean my life was hell.

But all that is nothing to define who I really am now. I finally have a job as a personal assistant for the big firm in spain Amigo . I work for the son of Mr De La Cruize . 

I hear he is a devilish handsome lad who likes to be referred to as Sir louis De La Cruize. Im gonna have to wait and see for my self.

I am currently standing in front of a mirror starring at the woman looking at me . She certainly doesn't look like she has been through sexual assaults and harassment before.

Im wearing a black wig which covers my curly dirty black hair. Grey contacts to cover my chocolate brown eyes and huge glasses to match. Im wearing a long loose dress falling right above my ankles . Pairing all this with black one inched heels.

I sigh deeply.

This is it .
No more me.
No more scars.
No more beauty.
No more love.
No more heart and sympathy.
No more care in the world.

Just this apathetic looking girl who looks malnourished. I guess I am truly ugly and now im just letting all that show.
Without really showing it.

I breathe deeply for a few seconds. Then take my pills and my bag and get out of my room.

Im ready for work.

I can do this!

How bad can work be ? Right?

I walk out the door and close it behind me remembering to call aunt Jean when I get to work even though  I left a note.

Then I get into the car and off to work.

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First chapter but what do you think ?
Its gonna get a tad bit cliche but not to much ?
Let me know how it is .
Ps
I made a tiny change

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