FIX ME -book 2 of i love you-( jungkook x reader)

chapter 12

I woke up to the feeling of lisa playing with lisa playing with my hair."good morning baby bunny" I  said. She smiled"good morning."she said back I held her close to me."where did you go last night?I woke up to use the bathroom and you weren't there."she said. I tensed up for a second."I killed those bastards. The ones that hurt you." I said through my gritted teeth.she looked at me with shock her eyes."you didn't have to do that jungkook there was really no need."she said.I stroked her face "because they hurt something I love. And I simply can not stand for that. And for that they must die a horrible death." I said.she looked at me with terror in her eyes."calm down baby bunny I won't hurt you.unless you cheat on me."I said whispering the last part so she doesn't hear me.she calmed down"okay oppa." She said and kissed my lips."well I need to get up and go to work and you do too." She said."okay baby bunny." I said as well got up and got ready. We got In separate cars and left.I went to my office and got to work. I was working at it was almost one o'clock when I heard a familiar voice."hello jeon jungkook I see your happy now. Are you sure you deserve such happiness Though?" The person said. I knew exactly who it was. And it was one of my biggest mistakes."jimin why are you back. Have you come to visit me from heaven?" I asked."yes and I see you are all happy now with lisa. But jungkook if you hurt this girl then its all over for you and I'll make sure you suffer for eternity in hell and you won't be in a asylum you'll be in jail I'll make sure you die there." He said. I won't make the same mistake. I still may not be a entirely sane person but I will never go as far as I did last time jimin. I miss you and you were innocent I had no right to do such a thing to you. You are allowed to be jealous.and now you have Elizabeth up in heaven. She's all yours." I said."yeah she is. And she gave a part of her to lisa. That's why you feel so close to her that's why you see Elizabeth in her. Liz was sad to see your state. You were in a bad state and she wished to help you and give you another chance.and she gave some of herself to the girl you now love alot." He said."hey hyung?" I asked."yes jungkook?" He said looking at me."did I do the right thing when they hurt lisa?" I asked. He sighed."murder is never the right choice but they shouldn't have brought lisa into something that had nothing to do with her and raping her.she was an innocent bystander who loves you and believes in you.so at that moment yes you did do the right thing." He said "thanks I just don't want to lose someone else." I said."and you won't if you think before doing something irrational and letting your inner demons take control over you." He said."you didn't have the best life jungkook and that's why your so fucked up in he head and heart. Cause your looking for someone you can love and protect. And someone who loves you and treats you well. that's all you have ever wanted.and I understand you just let your problems in your past take over you. Everything goes black to you as your over taken with jealousy and rage." He said."yes I know and I've gotten better but last night I couldn't help it. They hurt her, they cut her body and left bruises that didn't go away for awhile. And they touched her and called her names." I said as I started to break down crying."jungkook its over and she's not mad at you. She only wishes you not to do it for her. Shes there for you. She's there to fix you." he said and my eyes widened.