War Is Pain And Love (TomTord) *Story Has Officially Discontinued*

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Tom pov:

  I'm sitting on my crappy bed thinking of a way to warn tord of  war. There was not many options or ways to contact tord but I had to find a way. I left tord with no warning and I regret it, he cared for me so much and I just left him and warning him is the only way I think I can repay him.
  Maybe I can find a phone and call tord? No, that seems to simple and who has Tord's number anyways?hmmmmm...well there is edd and matt and maybe if I can , I may be able to guilt trip one of them to letting me use one of their phones to look at pictures. This plan has a small percentage of working but it's my only shot. I owe tord. Now to find edd and ask him first.
I got up and left my room, wiping the dry tears that was on my face and putting on a fake smile, walking towards edd's office. I opened the door, without knocking and immediately saw edd at his desk drinking cola .
   "Ahh hey tom!" Edd said, getting out of his chair.
    " hi edd. How are you this good day? " Tom said, attempting to say good day even after getting raped. Push those thoughts to the side, tom.
   " oh I'm doing splendid and you look good yourself tom. So what brings you to my cola office? " he said smiling. This is where the acting begins Tom. I dropped my smile and sat on a chair .
   "Uhm ever since coming to this base . I-i left a lot of things behind and one of those things was my phone. I would look at old pictures of the trio and the good times we had together without being apart of 'this' ...but I can't no more and I miss it. I w-was wondering if I can use your phone to look at the gallery of pictures of the trio? Please edd." I said trying my best to sound truthful.
   " oh uhm tom, I'm not sure ,uhm I have a photo albu-" I cut him off with some fake tears. I have to play this game right.
  "N-no...p-please edd , I really n-need this right now. I feel so s-stressed and we don't have enough photos to f-fill my needs, I want to feel  like I'm in the past and in those h-happy days again..." Edd rushed  to my side and he held my shoulders .

   "I'm so sorry tom, I know this has been so tough on you, of course I'll let you use my phone and I'll give you some privacy too...call me back when you feel better tom" he smiled and handed me his phone and quickly left his office.
   I couldn't help but smile. It actually worked!! And I thought I had to start crying on the floor. I smiled and unlocked his phone going to his phone numbers. I checked his contacts but couldn't find tord. Where the fuck is he? I know edd couldn't have gotten rid of a childhood best friend even if he wanted to.  I kept looking and saw something in the corner of the screen. It was a link to secret messenger? I clicked it and it brought me to a new set of contacts and one of them was tord! I knew it! I clicked Tord's number and soon it started to ring. Shit fuck why am I so scared. It's fine Thomas , you got this ,you started this mess and your going to end it .

   "Hello?" I heard his accent run through my eats and my heart skipped a beat. " is anyone there...these fucking prank calls are getting on my nerves , I could track this fucker down if I wanted to" he whispered the last part. Say something goddammit!!

  "T-tord" was the only thing I could mutter out.
   " how the fuck do you know my name?! Who the fuck is this! Don't make me track you down you fuc-"

  "It's thomas...tom..."
There was a moment of silence

  "T-tom?...the one who ran away from m-me.."

    " Yeah it's m-me" I could feel real tears poking in my eyes , I don't know why but the emotion I was feeling was unbearable. I hadn't seen tord in two months (time skips) and this was the first time hearing from him. I missed it.
   "Tom where the fuck are you!!do  You have any idea what the hell  is going on because of you!! You disappeared and ended up in blue base!! He touched you tom!! I kept you safe!! WHY YOU'D LEAVE M-ME!....why....what did I do" his voice was getting shaky and I knew I had to say something quick.
   
    "Tord ...I'm so fucking sorry. I-i was so fucking blind . Jake didn't care . Edd and matt are on blue's side and h-he touched me. I'm s-so dumb. I started this and now black and blue are going to team up on you". I heard a sad sigh on the other line .
  
      "Thomas , I know and I'm going to fight for you . I'm not going to let blue touched you any longer and black is sure as hell not going to use you for war. Tom I need you to hang in with me for the time being . I'm going to get you back . I know this is not the time to say this but I love you and it hurt when you left but I'm going to make it up to you. We'll rule the world after all this shit is handled with. I'll kill anyone for you... Bye Thomas see you soon" and he hung up. I was happy but scared but sad but guilty. Why am I feeling like this. Oh I know why. tord fucking loves you and you ran away and he will kill anyone and I don't doubt it.

   Stay strong tom, you can do this . Just survive and try to help as much as possible.

I'm ready.
  "EEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!" I yelled his name and edd ran in the room with a can of cola.
   " YES!!! ARE YOU OKAY? " I stood up and gave him a big hug .
   "Thank you edd, it will be over soon...real soon" I said hugging him tight and im not a hugger.
   "Uhm what will be over soon?"
  " nothing edd, nothing at all" .

AU!

I'm sorrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm such a fucking bitch for leaving you guys. And sorry for the crappy writing.