Was it worth it?

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Alice pov

Ever since I was born I have always been in my sister Paige's shadow. She's the popular girl and head of the cheer team that every guy would fall for. I'm just the shy innocent girl that no one notices, I'm not even noticed by my own parents and when they do it's when they beat me.

So I guess I should probably introduce my self well,anyways my name is Alice Mitty, I am 17 years old I live with my adoptive sister Paige and her mom and dad. See I was adopted by Paige's parents when I was 4 my parents got into a car accident and I was left to go to a foster care agency cause I had no family that would take me in. My one and only friend was Samantha but she died a couple years ago when a drunk driver hit the side of her parents car and she ended up getting killed.

"Alice!! get your lazy ass down here now and make us dinner your sister is leaving soon to go out with Alexander!!" Alexander is Paige's boyfriend one of those football player guys.

"Alice now!! or I will have your father bring you to the basement" the basement is where my father mostly beats me.

" sorry mother I'm coming" I quickly run down the stairs from the attic and into the kitchen where my mother and sister sit talking to my father who has an evil smirk on his face. I just ignore them and start to pull stuff out for tacos.

"hurry up you fat ass!!! Can't you see were in a hurry? unlike you I actually have somewhere to be on a Friday night." Paige yells as she throws her water at me and I end up getting soaked

"s-sorry" I hurry up and finish the ingredients needed for the tacos. "finally you fat cow" my father says as he grabs a plate of tacos and starts to eat them with a bottle of beer.

"go back to your room Alexander is almost here I don't want him to see what a disgrace you are to this family" my sister says while she is applying more makeup to her face. I just nod and head back up stairs.

As you may be wondering I'm not aloud to eat unless I am told I can. I walk towards my "bed" also known as a small beaten up mattress on the floor in the corner of the room with a small blanket and a pillowcase filled with newspaper. All of a sudden I get really dizzy and fall to the floor then everything goes black.

After what feels like forever I finally wake up from my sudden pass out. this isn't the first time this has happened to me so it wasn't anything to be worried about.as I sit up from laying on the ground my head pounds and I can't help but let out a small hiss cause of the pain. I heard a knocking at the front door and figured it was Alexander.

I heard people talking downstairs as i pulled myself up and off the floor working my way over to my "bed". I grabbed a notebook and a pencil from the floor and started to draw a girl crying by herself in a dark ally with a tall male shadow behind her. By the time I was finished and I decided I was happy with it I set the notebook back down on the floor. I looked over at a small clock that was on the wall and saw that it was almost midnight so I decided it was time for me to go to bed.

I changed out of my black skinny jeans and a oversized nirvana shirt into some black and white tribal sweats and a black sweater with little white hearts all over it. I crawled into my "bed" and curled up with the small blanket. The talking from down stairs started to fade away as I drifted to sleep.

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So this is the first chapter of Was it worth it. so what do you guys think of it?